LAKE BUENA VISTA, Fla. — The Braves got four hits in six innings against Detroit ace Justin Verlander during a 2-1 loss Saturday that was rained out in the top of the seventh.
Craig Kimbrel threw two pitches to the first Detroit batter of the seventh inning when a deluge stopped the game.
The Braves got a run in the fourth when Freddie Freeman hit a two-out single and scored on Dan Uggla’s double. Uggla was out trying to stretch the hit to a triple.
Verlander had no walks and five strikeouts. He struck out Eric Hinske on a slider to end the second inning after Hinske fouled off four consecutive 96-97 mph fastballs.
“I tell you what,” Braves manager Fredi Gonzalez said, “today’s game is 2-1 and we lose, but I saw some great at-bats. Jack Wilson had a 10- or 12-pitch at-bats. Hinske had some great at-bats against the best right-hander in the American League and maybe in baseball.
“Freeman hit that ball in the gap that kept hanging, and nice to see Danny drive in that run. Overall I’m pleased with way we swung the bat.”
Etc.
Gonzalez said he’ll use all of his top three relievers — closer Kimbrel, setup men Jonny Venters and Eric O’Flaherty — in Tuesday’s exhibition game against Braves prospects at Triple-A Gwinnett’s Coolray Field. Mike Minor will start that game for the Braves, who are off Wednesday before the season opener Thursday at New York….
Reliever Anthony Varvaro (pectoral strain) hasn’t pitched in eight days and might not be ready to pitch when the season begins. He’s expected to start the season at Gwinnett….
Julio Teheran will start Sunday against Phillies lefty Cliff Lee in a game that will be televised by CSS.
372 comments Add your comment
eskippy
March 31st, 2012
5:25 pm
1
BosnianBaller
March 31st, 2012
6:03 pm
Why not rest the big three of the bullpen on tuesday to give them at least 2-3 days rest before the season.Just in case the 1st 3 or 4 games of the regular season are 1 run games
cowdogit
March 31st, 2012
6:11 pm
In the last six years the braves pitchers have set a record for arm problems. Only two coachs could cause these breakdowns. The bullpin coach has to prepare the pitcher to come into the game. If he enters games unprepared, it’s only a matter of time before he breaks down. Pitchers are very lazy, the braves need a tough workout drill and a pitching coach thats tough enough to enforce these drills. Leo Mazzone was one tough coach, thats the reason the pitchers hated his guts. LEO MAZZONE, FOURTEEN DIVISION TITLES,
Bill M.
March 31st, 2012
6:54 pm
Pitching will carry the Braves as far as they can go but it’s the same thing every game. No hitting. Of course they can’t hit every pitcher. It’s been a problem for 2 or 3 years. I just don’t know about this year, maybe they will get lucky. Hopefully 2013 will see alot of changes. GO BRAVES!!!!
Ralph
March 31st, 2012
7:15 pm
Thank god for the Astros!
bustersonly
March 31st, 2012
7:17 pm
Right on Ralph, if we could play the Astros every day, we could probably win the second wild card.
panamajack
March 31st, 2012
7:19 pm
Thats true Panama especially since we stole Livan from them.
Brandon
March 31st, 2012
7:51 pm
i have no complaints from today. atlanta put up some good ab’s against the cy young mvp. esp. hinske and wilson. Heyward’s been on the come up. Freeman is hot, prado has been hot, uggla is hot. bourn and mccann are hitting good. pastornicky is hitting good. hanson pitched great! i don’t understand the complaints. I’m looking forward to seeing the whole lineup top to bottom
phil
March 31st, 2012
8:42 pm
I have a complaint.
FG is always content with good ABs. Doesn’t matter that we don’t actually get hits.
I hate his way of thinking.
Bill
March 31st, 2012
8:52 pm
I know all the “if’s” on the team but I’m looking FORWARD to opening day….Go Braves!
big al
March 31st, 2012
8:53 pm
Wow. It’s sad that you go to an Dawgs blog and there are 500 posts and this few for Dave O’Brien, one of the finest bloggers ever. I have a good feeling about the Braves this year, but I’m a complete homer
Brandon
March 31st, 2012
8:53 pm
c’mon now…detroit only had 5 hits, and its not as if the braves were going against linebrink or some bum, they were battling justin verlander. 4 hits in 6 innings is a reasonable amount of hits, and who knows what would have happened if they had played the other 3 innings. On top of that, mccann and prado weren’t even in the lineup
cmc
March 31st, 2012
10:16 pm
Cowdogit, do you actually know anything about baseball? Obviously not based on your post. Learn a little bit about the game before your next post and buy a dictionary while you’re at it.
Michael G.
March 31st, 2012
11:04 pm
Why are we calling that Jack Wilson at bat a “good at-bat?” He struck out on a 2-2 change-up no where near the strike zone. He didn’t advance a runner into scoring position. He didn’t cause the starting pitcher to leave the game for number of pitches thrown. Nothing good was accomplished with that at-bat. Stop pretending it was something it’s not.
Ken Stallings
March 31st, 2012
11:43 pm
Detroit just dominated us in spring training. With their addition of Prince Fielder, one wonders if the Tigers are not the best team in the AL.
B-F_52
April 1st, 2012
12:00 am
Those guys are loaded
B-F_52
April 1st, 2012
12:01 am
But I like our team alot
BooBoo
April 1st, 2012
12:08 am
I have adjusted my expectations: 34 – 128. But, then they will not be able to sign the top draft pick because he will want more than $370k/yr.
Who Me?
April 1st, 2012
12:19 am
Still not sold on Pastornicky. Kid doesn’t impress me. Defense wins games and Simmons is the better glove/arm combo. Period.
ray k
April 1st, 2012
12:56 am
Michael G. is exactly right.
Enough with the excuses and justifications. We can see that the emperor has no clothes, Fredi.
We don’t care if some guys had some quality at bats and that the score might have been different if a few more balls would have dropped for us.
Fredi talks about his team with the patronizing tone of a doting second grade teacher at a parent teacher conference talking about guiding his kids through their times tables–and somehow in this equation, we’re the kids’ parents!
We’re not fooled. A loss is a loss. A strikeout is a strikeout. Move on.
Gray Mule
April 1st, 2012
6:37 am
Spring training. It’s just that. A time for training / practice and watching those
guys to see where to send them for regular season – which farm team gets ‘em.
Pitching staff works on their stuff. Probably not going to throw that sequence
of pitches in the regular season. Getting the old body back in playing shape.
Hand / eye coordination rusty after a winter’s rest. Gotta get that timing back,
both in the field and at bat. All this takes a while.
All this easy living of spring training is rapidly coming to a close. Now is the time
when we start to become serious. Come Thursday, they count. Before then, nothing
truly mattered. Win or lose. So what.
Give the Braves a couple of weeks of real, meaningful games. Then we can begin
to analize what’s going on and why. Season is a marathon, not a sprint. Last season
we failed to finish. We died before the end of the race. Can’t let that happen again.
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Nutjob
April 1st, 2012
6:53 am
Hinske struck out on a change up not a slider
Nutjob
April 1st, 2012
6:55 am
I’m pretty sure Hinske struck out on a change up not a slider
Just sayin
Brandon
April 1st, 2012
8:58 am
@Michael G…the pitch that jack wilson struck out on was still over the plate, verlander just missed his target. the pitch died at the plate, but thats what a circle change does. it was considered a good at bat because it took 13 pitches to retire wilson.he made verlander work for that out. a hit does not equal a good at bat and vice versa. for example, freeman came up right after, got fooled on a pitch and hit a weak grounder for a hit. the other day ibanez hit a ball over the wall and was robbed by heyward. does that mean he had a bad ab?
reckingball
April 1st, 2012
9:30 am
There is always someone, to complain about something.
panamajack
April 1st, 2012
9:31 am
Thank god for all the “good at bats”, thank Fruti for all the losses.
reckingball
April 1st, 2012
9:39 am
@6:11pm…..If Leo is such a great pitching coach, then I wonder why he was fired at Baltimore(post-Braves), after a season and a half of a three year contract, and has not been hired by any other organization in the last several years, since then.
Has he refused any job offers, from any other teams?
henry tn
April 1st, 2012
10:21 am
leo had good pitchers is why he looked good, and good pitching is why bobby cox is going to the HOF not because he deserves to go….
Skeezix
April 1st, 2012
10:48 am
I thought Tommy “Gun” Hanson looked solid.
Bro
April 1st, 2012
11:38 am
Braves make hugh splash on open market–sign worn out pitcher from the slow-pitch leaguel. A brillant way to spend all that money.
reckingball
April 1st, 2012
11:48 am
If the Braves could resurrect Eric Greg(and pay him whatever the Marlins paid him in the 1997 NL Championship Series Game 5), to call all of Livan Hernandez’s games in favor of the Braves, then I would say that signing Livan was a brilliant move.
phil
April 1st, 2012
12:00 pm
Livan…
Our poor team continues to sink into the abyss…
Steve
April 1st, 2012
12:07 pm
The Braves suck! They are the worst team in baseball! We will end up in last place! Spring training records matter! Fredi needs to be fired!
Sorry, just wanted to be like the other “fans” on these blogs. Pathetic.
cardvol
April 1st, 2012
12:14 pm
Juan Francisco is a nice pick-up!
reckingball
April 1st, 2012
12:32 pm
Steve that does sound like A LOT, of the fans on these blogs.
Not ALL of the “other” fans.
go braves!
BravesfaninWis
April 1st, 2012
12:50 pm
What are the Braves doing adding players like Juan Francisco to this team? I think we can do better than this. I sure hope that the Braves are looking at legit outfielders to get because with Chipper’s injury risk and with Prado playing 3rd base a lot this year, we need a better fit in LF then what Hinske/Diaz can do for us if we are to contend.
I like Juan Francisco’s power, but he is not a very good defender at 3rd base. We need defense plain and simple, especially if the Braves go with Pastornicky at SS instead of Simmons who has better range. We already lost a very good defensive SS in Gonzalez on a team that has decent defense, but not spectacular. That is the part I just don’t get with this team. Instead of making a statement, they are getting another teams castoff. This kid couldn’t even make the Reds roster, why is he on this team?
Michael G.
April 1st, 2012
1:09 pm
@brandon…um, yeah a hit is a good at bat. Freeman got a hit on a picther’s pitch. Wilson did not. But we’re going to call Wilson’s at bat a “good at-bat” for accomplishing nothing. Verlander did not leave the game after that at bat, he worked 2 more innings. So Wilson did nothing of consequence. I’m sorry, but I fail to see any value in that. As for Ibanez’ robbed homer…if there wasn’t a runner on base who tagged up and advanced, then his at-bat was a failure as well. It was still an out; no matter how far it was hit.
Steve
April 1st, 2012
1:12 pm
I have been a critic of Frank Wren, but I like this move. We give up little and get a player with Major League experience with some pop. Hope Braves make some more moves.
Steve
April 1st, 2012
1:18 pm
By the way, I’m a different Steve than the poster at 12:07
panamajack
April 1st, 2012
1:56 pm
Get use to it Julio if you want to pitch for the braves and win you will have to pitch shut-outs and score your own runs.
Ralph
April 1st, 2012
2:00 pm
Teheran is the guy that needs to be in the bullpen, he is good for two or three innings and thats it, Medlen should be the 5th starter, no question about it.
Ralph
April 1st, 2012
2:03 pm
Phillies don’t like being behind, you score a run on them and they get mad!
bustersonly
April 1st, 2012
2:07 pm
Hasn’t Fruti gotten the message yet, Teheran and Delgado are not ready to be starters in the bigs
here comes the judge
April 1st, 2012
2:10 pm
That’s true Buster but Fredi and Wren had their minds made up before the start of ST that they were and they are as stubborn as Mule.
bustersonly
April 1st, 2012
2:15 pm
This team will never do anything again as long as they have FG for a manager, FW for a GM and Liberty Media as owners, they will always be also ran’s.
phil
April 1st, 2012
3:43 pm
I’m confident Alsoran threw one quality pitch today….
That’s enough for ole Fred.
Fire FG!!
Brandon
April 1st, 2012
4:24 pm
Julio teheran actually pitched good today for those that watched the game. In the 4th inning, there was shaky defense and the umpire was not on teheran’s side. I think that inning was a fluke and everything that could have went wrong did. Also, I think it makes sense to leave medlen in the bullpen because the only people I have confidence in from the pen are oventbrel and Martinez. Yohan flande and gearrin have been inconsistent as have the rest of the bullpen. Delgado/Teheran will only get a few starts anyways. Huddy should be back soon!
New Mexico Lee
April 5th, 2012
3:55 pm
Hello
Samantha
April 5th, 2012
4:02 pm
I am here
New Mexico Lee
April 5th, 2012
4:05 pm
Let’s hope this works a little better. Braves Lost? Not a good start.
Samantha
April 5th, 2012
4:08 pm
They left the bases loaded twice. I dont know why I as having so much trouble getting on that blog seems like this one better.
New Mexico Lee
April 5th, 2012
4:13 pm
I hope it is. I have been very sad the last couple of hours not getting to talk to you. I missed you. Maybe that is to much emotion to be feeling, but there it is. Sorry.
Bases loaded twice. Sounds like last year. I hate to say that, but man.
Samantha
April 5th, 2012
4:20 pm
Yea I really missed you too. I really really struggled with that other one This one is easier. So what do we talk other than my Junbalaya is smelling up the whole neighborhood.
New Mexico Lee
April 5th, 2012
4:22 pm
There you go making me hungry again. LOL So what is all in it?
Samantha
April 5th, 2012
4:29 pm
Shrimp, bell peppers Garlic, Hot peppers, Chilli sauce, onions, Chop all that up. Put in pan with tomatoe sauce. Let simmer for 3 hours. Cook 4 oz rice Whem done mix with rice .Add tobasco sauce and proceed with caution. It is hot but good
New Mexico Lee
April 5th, 2012
4:35 pm
Proceed with caution. I like that. LOL I don’t know if you got to read my last couple posts on the other blog. I said you did the right thing with creep, now it is behind you and you can move forward and not have to think about it anymore. I also asked if you get a day off, not that you want one. The weekend convention, is that through your job or is that independant? How often to you get to do a convention?
Samantha
April 5th, 2012
4:41 pm
I am not going to a convention We expect them in the club on Friday and Saturday nites. Men with monet and no women with them . They come to me not me go to them Understand? I have Sunday off That is my rest day. I need one day off.
New Mexico Lee
April 5th, 2012
4:47 pm
O I get it, sorry, now I understand. Stupid me. You OK? How are you feeling? Are ou still frustrated? Or am I boring you? I know there I go again worrying. LOL
Samantha
April 5th, 2012
4:56 pm
I told you on my entrance how I feel I feel great. I am just trying to rest up as much as possible because I am in for a wild weekend. Wityh a packed house my glow beads should really draw their attention. Now that I can get to you where we can talk no more frustration. I was beginning to just give up because I could not get in. You are not borrying me. I am just thankful that we can talk now. I MISSED YOU. What do you think about the Drunk who wanted to kiss me?
New Mexico Lee
April 5th, 2012
5:00 pm
OK Thanks. What is wrong with me today. LOL Well I think the drunk should be picking up his chestnuts off the floor for that. I hope the bouncer gave him a real big kiss, as in kiss the floor. Does that happen often? How long does it take for the bouncer to get there? The drunk did not hurt you or scare you did he?
Samantha
April 5th, 2012
5:08 pm
The bouncer gave him a KICK right out the door. He did not even get on the stage because the bouncers are standing on the side of stage to protect us from something like that. He did not scare me because I was on the other side. I knew nothing about it until he hollared I JUST WANTED A KISS. That happens maybe once a month. Thats the first time for me. I am OK. Didnt touch me. Now that it is over I think it is funny
New Mexico Lee
April 5th, 2012
5:11 pm
Good. I understand wanting a kiss, but he does have to act like that. Crystal will be home soon. Have you heard from Hanna, is everything good at home, does she know about Crystal’s news?
New Mexico Lee
April 5th, 2012
5:11 pm
does not have to act like that.
Samantha
April 5th, 2012
5:21 pm
Crystal home. Still got big smile. Really looking forward to Sat nite. I am so happy for her. Heard from Hanna this morning. She is fine. Still working on baby. I told her about Crystal and she said WHOOPIE. In regards to that drunk, now you know why I dont get on edge. I dont like the hands. She said could smell Jumbalaya 2 blocks away.
New Mexico Lee
April 5th, 2012
5:28 pm
I bet she could. So a convention on Good Friday and Easter weekend. OK.
Are you going to church on Sunday?
The key to making a baby is a lot of practice. LOL
Good idea to stay away from the edge. Men can be so disgusting at times, but I don’t have to tell you that. LOL
Samantha
April 5th, 2012
5:37 pm
Crystal eating now. She says she needs crackers because it is HOT HOT. Thats when it is good. Yes I am going to church and then Braves baseball and then SLEEP. Whats wrong with convention on Easter. Thats their choice not mine. I wouldnt. Believe me, Hanna got plenty of practice. They both want child so I hope it works out.I dont know what else i can say about that drunk to tell you that I am OK and not scared. Thats why I have no touch rule. I think that is my privilege Crystal said supper good but says got fire coming out her ears. You want biteLOL?
New Mexico Lee
April 5th, 2012
5:46 pm
If it is to HOT for Crystal, then is most likely to hot for me. LOL I know you are OK. No touch rule is good in many situations. LOL It is your right. Spring is back, we just hit 70 degrees. So tomorrow the Braves are off and play again Saturday correct? I don’t understand the day off tomorrow. Carzy.
Samantha
April 5th, 2012
5:56 pm
I just took a bite and it is just right. Didnt put in enough shrimp. Maybe due better next time.I dont understand day off either maybe find bats. I hope so. So I did not see your post about creep. Do you think I did right? I was actually shaking when I signed papers. It was all I could do to look at him. He tried to apologize but I just could not find it in my heart to forgive him. I hope I never see him again. Would you believe I get scared just looking at him?
New Mexico Lee
April 5th, 2012
6:02 pm
Yes I believe it. Yes I think you did the right thing. You can put it behind you now and continue moving forward and not have to think about it anymore. You will forgive someday, but never forget. Never again will someone hurt you. Is the Order of Protection forever?
Samantha
April 5th, 2012
6:09 pm
It is protection as long as him and I live in the same state. I am a Christian girl and Jesus says to forgive, maybe someday, but not now. I dont know why. I just cant. I dont have to go anywhere tomorrow and can get in this one easy maybe talk all day. I hope so.I really missed you. I have to admit. I think I got supper a little too hot. Not time to go yet Can still talk.
New Mexico Lee
April 5th, 2012
6:19 pm
Maybe a little. LOL Lay it at the feet of Jesus and let it go. Maybe Sunday instead of someday. We most of wore out the other blog. LOL Let’s hope tomorrow is better. Take the brakes off that train and look out. A young, hot, beautiful, smart, amazing woman is coming through!!!!!!
Samantha
April 5th, 2012
6:26 pm
It is later than I thought so maybe I need to go. Hope I can talk tomorrow. I MISSED YOU. So I am going to see if I can knock them out with the Samantha stroll and you take care and have a good nite. Quit worrying about me. So Good Nite Will wait for mine Luv ya later
New Mexico Lee
April 5th, 2012
6:32 pm
You have a great night. Knock them out. I will not worry. I missed you to. Talk tomorrow. It will be better. WOO WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Go Braves. Good Night
Samantha
April 6th, 2012
10:05 am
Good Morning Everyone, It is a beautiful Spring morning. The world is wonderful. I am happy to be alive. So welcome everyone
New Mexico Lee
April 6th, 2012
10:31 am
Everyone, Am I everyone? LOL Good Morning. Sounds like you are feeling very good this morning. Did you have a goodnight? Go Braves.
Samantha
April 6th, 2012
10:37 am
Why cant you be everyone. Thats OK with me. Got my running done. Got laundry washing. Dont have to cook for awile so I am yours all day. I hope it is mutual. My nite was really kind of quiet, But that is OK
New Mexico Lee
April 6th, 2012
10:43 am
How many miles? Tonight and tomorrow night will not be quiet. Are you ready for a big crowd?
I am here all day, the staff is mad at me for not giving them Good Friday off. O well.
Samantha
April 6th, 2012
10:56 am
I continue to run my 5 miles a day. Maybe longer later but not right now I guess I am ready for the weekend, but just tired now. Hopefully Sunday Sleep. Sometime tomorrow got to get Hanna birthday present. She will be 23 on 16th. Are you OK I kind of get the impression that you are sad about something. What can I do to cheer you up. I can blow you a kiss and give you my sexy wink if you can catch it as it goes by. I read your next to last post last nite and you gave me a lot of compliments. I thank you but remember I am still the same girl that has made a lot of mistakes in her life. So do I deserve the complaints?
New Mexico Lee
April 6th, 2012
11:07 am
You send it, I will catch it. Just not sure I will be able to handle it. LOL Sad that the weekend is almost here and I will not get to talk to you for two days. LOL
Do you need to take a nap today? I will let you if you want. You need to be 100% tonight and tomorrow.
You deserve every compliment you get. Did I lie? NO! They are all true and deserved.
Running sounds like everything is OK. What about the other thing you said you did, some machine I think, are you doing that?
Samantha
April 6th, 2012
11:18 am
OK get ready, Just sent it. You can handle it. I know I wish you had Crystal laptop. I get lonely on weekends especially.Saturday. I do not need nap. OK Working on glow beads now. Instead of stringing in hair. I am putting them on a regular string and then use hair clip to put them on. All set up for tonite. With my beads, my stroll, and my wink . Maybe pull out some big shot money. Did you catch them?
New Mexico Lee
April 6th, 2012
11:26 am
WWWWWWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWW
You just knocked me out of my chair. LOL
Good idea on the beads. You knock them out tonight.
About mistakes. We all make mistakes. Some big, some little, the secret is what do we learn from them?
I thinkyou got my heart racing. LOL
Samantha
April 6th, 2012
11:38 am
I hope it made you feel better. What is wrong? I detect something is bothering you. Yes we all mistakes. I have made some big ones in my life especially looking for love in all the wrong places. I guess I paid for it. I am determined it will never happen again. Back to the machine. I sit on it and do squats and it puts pressure on my thighs andcalves to strenghten them where I can dance easier. I am going all out tonite and try to win them over. We are short one girl so I volunteered to go out 3 times. Get your heart beating again and come on back. I have got some more winks and kisses anytime you want them.
New Mexico Lee
April 6th, 2012
11:48 am
I’m OK really. Thanks for worrying, but that’s my job. LOL Going on three times, that should help your profit margin.
So you are running and doing the machine both at full speed again. That’s great. Tell me, before the event, before me, before the blog, what was a normal day or week like for you?
Heart is feeling better, but I sure could get use to that. LOL
Samantha
April 6th, 2012
12:02 pm
My normal week before the incident was the same basically except instead of the blog and you, I was out flirting and making my stupid mistakes. So see how you have helped. I guess it is OK flirting with you? Yes I am doing everything at full speed ahead and hope to increase it. Have to slow down a little because I get tired too easy right now. I guess my strength went down a little when I was laid up. I need to make as much money as i can this weekend to make up for last week. Also Hanna birthday present 250dollars. Also Crystal beauty shop tomorrow about $150. Not complaining because they are definitely worth it.
New Mexico Lee
April 6th, 2012
12:25 pm
Had a nice long post and the computer just wiped it out. Now I have to start over. My staff are giving the silent treatment thinking that will change my mind. LOL
It is OK to flirt, it is save and hopefully fun. Can’t result in a stupid mistake.
Your strength will be back very soon. I am sure Crystal does not need the beauty shop. She would look great anytime I am sure. Must be a great gift for Hanna. You are a very good sister.
Now they are texting me. LOL
Samantha
April 6th, 2012
12:39 pm
Why dont you take pity on them and send them home. I will still keep you company. Crystal goes to get hair done for tomorrow nite. Her big nite. I really hope she has good time. I told her the same rules apply for her that Hanna used. She said OK talk about it later. Only problem Hanna was virgen. Crystal not.Got 4 strands of beads done so I am going to use them on my last performance tonite. Hopefully using my main two assets and adding the wink, the stroll,and the beads I can really knock them out and get me some good tips. I hope I am not boring you. I am tired but I am striving for one very profitable weekend. I came up with a good idea. When we sign off tonite, I am going to send you 2 winks and 2 kisses. Maybe they will last you all weekend
New Mexico Lee
April 6th, 2012
12:50 pm
They don’t know it, but I plan on letting them go at noon. So don’t tell them. LOL You are NEVER boring. Are you sure you don’t need a nap? Need you fresh for tonight. Crystal will have a great time. Just remind her to take it slow. And if she ends up not liking him, end it quick.
Good idea, but I could barely handle one earlier, two might kill me. LOL You keep that up and I might make a stupid mistake.
Samantha
April 6th, 2012
1:04 pm
I DONT NEED NAP OK. Are you going home at noon? I understand if you have to,but I will miss you. Crystal knows how to have relationship. Unlike me she knows what she wants and where to look. She will be fine. When Hanna was with us and we were at the mall, she saw a very beautiful bracelet that she liked but knew she could not afford it. I am going to buy it and send it to her for birthday. I know that it will make her cry but sister and Crystal all I got. So why not splurge on the 2 people that you love. I will be Ok tonite. I have already decided that I am going to give the performance of a lifetime. I need to tell myself that Samantha is back,alive and well. Understand
New Mexico Lee
April 6th, 2012
1:15 pm
OK no nap, you don’t have to yell. LOL I will stay here with you, just send them home. Very nice gift for Hanna. I am sure she will love it. Samantha is back, very alive and very well. Smarter and more beautiful than ever and perfect in every way. Hanna and Crystal are not the only two you have. Not anymore, now you have three.
Samantha
April 6th, 2012
1:31 pm
You are too nice to me,but remember this is the same girl that still has to get her head straight.Working on it and almost there. OK you say I am back, but what is wrong with convincing myself. If I give the performance that I have got planned and knock them out. Then I am convinced Samantha is back and it will be easier on me down the road. The more money I make, the less dancing I do and that train keeps going faster and faster. Final destination San Diego July 2019
New Mexico Lee
April 6th, 2012
1:46 pm
2019 will be here before you know it. You are back, but it is not uncommon for you to be the last one to realize that. Don’t base it on your preformance, don’t depend on the reactions of others. I am sure there have been times when you gave a great performance but it didn’t pay off. And other times where the preformance was not that good but the payoff was. Know in your own mind, our own heart and our own soul, YOU ARE BACK!!!!
Samantha
April 6th, 2012
1:58 pm
Maybe you are right. Maybe I am back,but I have really really worked so hard on this performance tonite, Why cant I just go out there one more time and prove to myself that I can do. Be the girl I want to be and just reach for the sky with all my dreams. And hopefully down the line get rid of the wink, the stroll and turn all of it into the ultimate goal of a nerses cap. I am sorry but I am going all out tonite. I may be tired but I know in my heart that I can do it.
New Mexico Lee
April 6th, 2012
2:15 pm
I know you can to. That’s not what I am saying. Go out there tonight, give it everything you got. Have FUN!!! And you will know in our own heart, mind and soul that you gave a great performance. That has nothing to do with the chance that the crowd maybe cheap. You know the crowd better then I do, but how many want the pleasure but not pay for the pleasure. Do you know what I mean? Your preformance and your head does not have to be tied to your profit margin. I still believe it is going to be a very profitable weekend for you, don’t get me wrong.
And they are out of here. I think we are alone now.
Samantha
April 6th, 2012
2:31 pm
WOW privacy how did that happen. I know exactly what you are saying. To me tonite is not for the money necessarily. Tonite is for me. I wish I could make you understand what I am saying. Even if I drop dead, I am determined that I am going to give the best performance I have ever given. My boss says I am the best hes got. Tonites performance will be the best anybody has ever seen. Just stay with me. Have faith in me and give me confidence that I can do it. There I go making you bored again.
New Mexico Lee
April 6th, 2012
2:41 pm
No bored. Stop it, you are starting to sound like me. LOL I have complete and total confidence in you. But that confidence extends way beyond the stage. I have confidence that you can do anything and everything you want to do. You are more than a dancer, a very good dancer, but you are more than that. You are what ever you want to be. A future nurse, a future wife, a future mother a future whatever. And whatever it is you are going to be great at it. You will do great tonight, a perforance of a lifetime. I wish I could be there to see it. More to see the smile on your face afterwards. They don’t know what is about to happen to them. They are a lucky crowd.
Samantha
April 6th, 2012
3:12 pm
Sorry my computor crashed . Had to reboot it. Thanks for confidence. Like I said I am going to blow their mind. Now that we are alone is there anything you want to say
New Mexico Lee
April 6th, 2012
3:26 pm
Computer running slow here to. What would you like me to say? I can not want to hear how great Crystal’s weekend was and how great your weekend was.
New Mexico Lee
April 6th, 2012
3:45 pm
That should be wait, not want. I can not wait to hear. I think it is the blog, It is running slow and freezing up everywhere. I know I said I would not ask this again and that I would leave it up to you to say, but since the blog is a mess, I will ask. Are you ready to take this off-line yet?
Samantha
April 6th, 2012
3:48 pm
I just thought there might be something special that you wanted to say. I just wanted to tell you how much I do love you as a dear friend. I will do any thing for you. Crystal just called and said she is coming home early because I told her about my preformance.and believe it or not she wants to see it for herself. I know that you never seen many, but believe me if you were here and saw it. It would be one you will never forget
New Mexico Lee
April 6th, 2012
4:07 pm
Crystal is going to go to the club, that’s great. I am sure if I was there I would never forget it.
I am afraid to say what I would like to say. I am afraid it would be in the lines of our conversation earlier about stupid mistakes. I am afraid I would say something that would make me look like a fool and make you turn away from me. You are very very special. You make me feel things I should not be feeling. You make me wish things I have not right wishing. I have to stay focused on what my role is here, not silly “what ifs”. That being said, I think you know how I feel about you.
Samantha
April 6th, 2012
4:15 pm
Just say what you want to say Please
New Mexico Lee
April 6th, 2012
4:27 pm
You make me wish…………..You make me wish I was 25 years younger, you make me wish I was 75 pounds lighter, you make me wish I was single, you make me wish I lived in Atlanta. But the sad part is even if all that was true, you would not give me a second look, not even a first look. You are way out of my league. Just the thought of someone like you even talking to me blows my mind. And for me to feel that kind of love for you is not right.
OK there you go. So let me have it. Just remember before you start yelling at me, you asked.
Samantha
April 6th, 2012
4:38 pm
I am not going to yell at you. I would never do that to you. I appreciate your honesty. I really wish that you were here tonite. You cannot imagine what I am going to do. It is nothing that you will be ashamed of. Crystal will be here and even my boss is going to be here. This is going to be the performance of my life. I am literally going to knock there socks off. I am determined to bring the house dowm Physically and mentally prepared to do something I have never done before. I am not out to give pleasure. I am out to give me confidence. Anyway you know I kove you. One more time sending you a wink and a kiss. Hurry up and catch it.
New Mexico Lee
April 6th, 2012
4:46 pm
Kove, what’s kove. LOL You don’t think I am sick and disgusting. Maybe you should.
Physically and mentally prepared….What are you going to do?
I got them and I am going to hold them near and dear to my heart for a long time. I’m shaking.
Samantha
April 6th, 2012
5:02 pm
No I do not think you are disgusting or sick. You are just being honest. Kove was supposed to be loveOK. Do you really want to know. Maybe you do . Maybe you dont. Is it really necessary that I tell you. If it is I will tell you when I send you your last wink and kiss. I told Crystal what I am going to do and All she said was unbelieveable. She has got to see it for herself. Its nothing vulgar. Dont worry. I am Ok just tired, but saving all strength for tonite
New Mexico Lee
April 6th, 2012
5:12 pm
No you don’t have to tell me. You save as much energy as you can for tonight. I will send my energy to you to help. I may not be able to be there physically, but I am with you mentally.
Samantha
April 6th, 2012
5:22 pm
All I will tell you is that it will not be a 15 minute performance. It will be 1 hour. I am going to make them really wait to see what they want to see. There is going to be a whole lot of using beads, using the wink, the stroll. and making them wonder what is next. They are going to get what they want but there is going to be a whole lot of dancing first. If they are patient they will get what they want but it is also going to cost them. That is the best way I know how to tell you. There is more to it,but you would just have to be here to believe it. I will be thinking of you and wish you were here to see it
New Mexico Lee
April 6th, 2012
5:32 pm
Sounds very exciting. You are going to blow the roof off the place. And once you do, you will realize that you are BACK and 100% and there will be no holding you down. You will not need anyone. You will make everything happen for you and what you want. There will be no stopping you. WOO WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO That train will be deafening.
Samantha
April 6th, 2012
5:41 pm
Supper is ready. We are having breaded Salmon, mashed potatoesand gravy. Got green beans macaroni salad and more chocolate cake. Yes it is going to be exciting and very intense and hope I blow their socks. I want this to be OK for me.I want everybody to remember it it is important to me. I hope you understand why I am doing this. Yes I want the money, but that is not the main reason. Sorry if it upsets you
New Mexico Lee
April 6th, 2012
5:50 pm
It doesn’t upset me. I’m 100% behind you. You go for it. You do it. I know why you are doing it. So just go and do it. You give it everything you have, hold nothing back. Everyone there will remember it forever. And it will be a great memory. I want to see that smile. I want to see that confidence. I want to see that drive. It’s all there, inside of you and now is the time to let it all out.
You sure know how to make a guy hungry. That sounds very close to what I made for supper on Wednesday. LOL YOU GO GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Samantha
April 6th, 2012
6:04 pm
Pray for me, Have confidence in me. PLEASE let me pull this off. If I can do this then you can call me all those beautiful names come Monday. I want this and hope everyone understands, I feel in my heart that when this nite is over. Noone can stand in my way. Samantha will be back with more fight and drive she has ever had. I have got to keep that train rolling and make sure it doesnt.stop. Im crying right now because i am scared I cant pull it off Crystal is with me. She says I can do it. Do you?
New Mexico Lee
April 6th, 2012
6:15 pm
I know YOU CAN DO IT!!!!! YOU WILL DO IT!!!!!!!! IT IS GOING TO BE AMAZING!!!!!!!! NO FEAR!!!!!!!!! Crystal will be there with you. I will send you all my love, all my support, all my energy, all my power, all my heart, all my soul, all my spirit. You are going to even amaze yourself. It is going to be beyond wonderful. You are all those things right now, you are amazing, wonderful, smart, beautiful and talented. It is going to be the prefect night for the prefect young woman. You are going fly like an eagle. There is nothing to worry about and that is coming from me, Mr. worry wart. LOL
Samantha
April 6th, 2012
6:22 pm
Thank You. I wish there was someway I could tell you about it tomorrow. Crystal says I am just tired. To put that in the back of my mind. To keep my smile. Go for. Pull it off and leave them in the aisles wanting more. I hope she is right. I want this so bad that I am getting more confident by the minute.
New Mexico Lee
April 6th, 2012
6:31 pm
You put that smile on big and bright, I want to be able to see it from here. I want to hear the crowds cheers from here. You are going to blow the roof off and then burn down what’s left.
You can post tonight or in the morning and I will try to come by the office to check on you tomorrow. Maybe someday you will be ready to go offline and I can give you my phone number and we can actually talk. Someday maybe. Now is not the time to think about that.
I am there with you!!!!
Samantha
April 6th, 2012
6:37 pm
OK my friend it is time for me to go pull my magic and knock them dead. One more wink and kiss and I say goodnite Let me know if you caught it and tell me your goodnite
New Mexico Lee
April 6th, 2012
6:42 pm
I got them. Thank you. You go get ready, this is going to be a GREAT night. A night to beat all nights. No more crying, until you are finished tonight and than only happy tears. I will be thinking of you all night. Good Night Go Braves
Samantha
April 7th, 2012
10:10 am
I did, I did I did. I had to reach back and grab every ounce of energy I could find, but i did it. I will write you a large post tomorrow telling you all about it and Crystal date. Right now Physically and Mentally drained. Have a happy Easter. Luv Ya Later
Samantha
April 8th, 2012
7:17 am
I had a very long post for you about my Fiday nite and Crystal Saturday nite, but Computer wiped it out. So hope to tell you about it tomorrow. I will be a little late because of counselor. Plese tell me you are on when I get back. In the meantime here is a wink and kiss for you until Tomorrow Hurry up and catch them. On my way to church. So bye for now. Luv Ya Later.
New Mexico Lee
April 8th, 2012
2:41 pm
That’s Great. That is what I wanted to hear. I came by Saturday to check on you but the internet was down. So I was able to stop today on my way home from church. I am so happy for you. Can’t wait to hear the details.
He IS Risen. Happy Easter!!! Go Braves
Samantha
April 8th, 2012
8:45 pm
Just woke up from 4 hr nap. Better stay awake for awhile. I will try again on my nite. Anouncement was made at 12:30 that if any one wanted drinks to get them now because the only lites that would be on was the stage lites until I arrived then all lites off. Now remember NO POLE. That is very unusual for a stripper. They were asked to remain in seats during performance. When I arrived, the stage lites were turned off and all you could see was my glowing hair. I danced like that for approximately 15 minutes. Then stage lites gradually started coming on. I was still dancing and I had approximately 300 guys on the back side of the stage really responding to me. The more they responded the more energy. Everytime I would get near them I would wink at stoll for them. After about 30 minutes I was really getting tired. I spotted Crystal in the audience and she mouthed the words YOU CAN DO THIS. After about another 10 minutes I gave them what they wanted. I stayed on about another 15 minutes and signaled for all lites to come on . I blew kisses to everyoneand walked off stage. They cheered and yelled and applauded. I came back out to collect my tips in about10 minutes. Believe it or not, I picked up a little over $1300 . Avery emotional and profitable nite for me, When I got backstage there was a message from my boss that said that he had been in business for 25 yrs and that was the best he had ever seen. I am proud of myself and can honestly say that SAMANTHA IS BACK. here is a wink and kiss to hold you. I should be on about 9:15 your time. See you soon Luv ya Later
New Mexico Lee
April 9th, 2012
10:35 am
WOO WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! Samantha is Back, bigger and better then ever. I am so happy for you. The prefect preformance!!!! Go Braves
Samantha
April 9th, 2012
11:07 am
Good morning, Did you catch my winks and kisses?
New Mexico Lee
April 9th, 2012
11:15 am
Yes I sure did. Thank You. How are you? Tell me the rest of the story, how was Saturday for you and for Crystal?
Samantha
April 9th, 2012
11:27 am
After friday nite , Saturday nite was easy for me. I floated thru it. Totally the whole weekend I pulled down a little over $2000. I feel fine. I am well rested and ready to take on anything or anybody. Crystal had a very good nite. She was dressed in white from head to toe. They went to dinner and then dancing. After that they went for a walk in the park. I do know that she wants to see him again. She said he was a perfect gentleman
New Mexico Lee
April 9th, 2012
11:30 am
A wonderful weekend for both of you. Did you have a nice Easter? How was counseling this morning?
Samantha
April 9th, 2012
11:43 am
Easter was kind of quiet for both of us. We attended church together. Then came home and Crystal fixed us a nice meat loaf dinner We then hollered at the losing braves and then went to sleep. Counseling went well. Still learning about Power and Control and what to look for on dates Like where does he put his hands and if he does anything unapproiate does he apologize continually and still does it. She is really good. I like her and am really listening. You are all full of questions today. How was your Easter? Apparently you liked my performance, I wish you could have seen it. I did have to pull some of your energy to make it.
New Mexico Lee
April 9th, 2012
11:51 am
I had a nice Easter, When to church and then stopped at the office to send you that post. I thought about you every night during the times I thought you would be on stage. Sending you all my positive energy. I hope it helped. As I said, came by Saturday to check in but could not get on, internet was down. So I did not know how great you did until Sunday. I knew you were going to do great. Had dinner with friend on Sunday afternoon. Shopping and clean house on Saturday. Boring. I am glad counseling is going well. Sounds a lot better then the last counselor.
So Samantha is back. 100%???
Samantha
April 9th, 2012
11:59 am
I really hate to do this to you,but boss wants me to meet him at club. Says he has something for me. Give me 1hr please. Watch for me because I have some questions. Have a wink and kiss and please look for me. Be back as soon as possible
New Mexico Lee
April 9th, 2012
12:00 pm
OK, I will be here.
Samantha
April 9th, 2012
12:48 pm
Im back Did you miss me?
New Mexico Lee
April 9th, 2012
12:56 pm
Always. LOL So what did he have for you?
Samantha
April 9th, 2012
1:05 pm
The members of the pharmacutical convention that I danced for Friday nite sent the club 2 doz of the most beautiful red roses I have ever seen. They didnt know my real name so sent it to club under stage name. I guess everyone liked my performance. I feel good about it too. I think Samantha is back and ready to take on anything. Im smart, Im beautiful, IM loved, and noone is going to hurt me ever agin
New Mexico Lee
April 9th, 2012
1:10 pm
YES YES YES, that is great. How nice of them to send you flowers. I think you are 100% back and no one is going to hold you back. Roll Train!!!!!
Samantha
April 9th, 2012
1:20 pm
I really dont think that you realize how mentally and physically drained I was after the performance. I actually cried my self to sleep with joy. Crystal wanted me to tell you that she looked right in my face yesterday and said the glow and the fire is back. She said the determination is there and nobody has to push the train because it is rolling just fine by itself.
New Mexico Lee
April 9th, 2012
1:26 pm
I believe Crystal. Like I said, happy tears. I bet you were complete wiped out. But I bet it felt good. I knew you would do great, my only concern was would you think you did great. You did great, you think you did great, you know you did great and everyone loved you. The best. You are the best. The glow, the fire, the smile, I wish I could see it, I know it would be amazingly beautiful.
You said you had questions?
Samantha
April 9th, 2012
1:32 pm
I want to explain that I do not do email. In fact I dont evev have email address. I just use my fathers to get on here. So my first question is there a possibility that you could take some vacation and come and see me. I can get you a ticket if need be. I would love to meet you. I hope you can where I can dance for you.
New Mexico Lee
April 9th, 2012
1:59 pm
You can fix the email problem very easily by just going to “Free Hotmail” I have a icon at the top of my page to go right to it. It is simple to set up, if you wanted to. No pressure.
I can get my own ticket, but I have to ask, why? After last week and the fool I made of myself. By the way, did you tell Crystal what I said? I am just trying to understand where you are coming from so I don’t make a fool of myself again. Do you understand what I am saying?
Samantha
April 9th, 2012
2:10 pm
No I do not undertand what you are talking about. You have not made a fool of yourself to me. If your talking about your age and weight. That doesnt bother me. You are a beautiful person inside. Also remember you spoke to me first. Think about what I do. So say it STRIPPER. SO how are you privileged to talk to me. If that is what you are talking about, I am not worried about it why should you. I guess I made you mad, where you dont trust me. I do love you as a friend and would love to meet you but if you dont trust me I understand. Yes, I told Crystal and she is OK with it.
New Mexico Lee
April 9th, 2012
2:20 pm
No you did make me mad and I do trust you. That’s not it. I just want to make sure we are on the same page as far as expectations. By the way I think I have a solution for our weekend problem. Do you want to hear it?
Samantha
April 9th, 2012
2:24 pm
Absolutely do. I am not worried about what you look like. I just love your heart. OK. I cant dance for you on email
New Mexico Lee
April 9th, 2012
2:43 pm
No you can’t dance on e-mail, but we can share pictures and talk more openly then on a public blog. Anyway, I can go get my cell phone upgaded and add internet to it so we can talk some on weekends, What do yo think?
Samantha
April 9th, 2012
2:50 pm
You go do that. I would love talking to you on weekends especially Saturday. Most of time on Sunday I am asleep, but would love talking to you. Whenever you want I have a private dance prepared just for you. It doesnt bother your wife talking to me. Anyway what I told you about my performance, What do think about it?
New Mexico Lee
April 9th, 2012
3:11 pm
Another long post wiped out by the computer, give me a mintue to retype it. I hate that when that happens.
New Mexico Lee
April 9th, 2012
3:23 pm
I will go get the upgrade after you sign off today. I can just see you rocking the place. Driving them all crazy, money flying out of their pockets, jams on the floor and tongues hanging out. The beginning with the beads had to be out of this world.
What’s wrong with being a Stripper, which you are not, you are a dancer. But, you are so much more than that anyway. I don’t care what you like look either, your looks are a bonus. You are a beautiful woman on the outside, but more than that, you are even a more beautiful woman on the inside.
By the way, the “Luv Ya”, I really hate that. It brings back a lot of bad memories from when I was younger and stupider, before I knew Luv Ya did not mean I Love You. I had an ex-wife who told me that all the time. Luv Ya, NOT. Luv Ya like a friend, Luv Ya like a brother, Luv Ya like a father figure. So which is it Luv Ya or Love You and what does it mean to you?
Samantha
April 9th, 2012
3:34 pm
If you dont like it, I will quit using it. It is just a salutation of friendship but if you dont like , no problem Its gone.Thanks for all the compliments that I dont deserve. I was refering to other people who consider stripping vulgar. You know that that is not the rason I do it. I dont intend to do it all my life and you no that. The dance I have set for you though can definitely be called stripping. I know I dont have to do it for you, but it is payment. I dont want no for an answer. The first time we meet will be a special nite for you.
Samantha
April 9th, 2012
3:56 pm
Are you asleep?
New Mexico Lee
April 9th, 2012
4:14 pm
There you go again. LOL When does the next plane leave? LOL But really, you don’t owe me anything. No payment for anything. So please don’t look at something like that as payment. Mutual pleasure maybe. LOL You really know how to drive a guy crazy. LOL The Luv Ya thing, I guess it is OK as long as I know how you are meaning it. It does make me smile when I read it. I guess I am being a little touchy, sorry. What do you mean compliments you don’t deserve. YES you do. Every single one of them. When are you going to realize how great a person you are?
New Mexico Lee
April 9th, 2012
4:15 pm
No not asleep, the computer keeps wiping out my post and I have to redo them two or three times. Sorry.
Samantha
April 9th, 2012
4:24 pm
OK lets just call it mutual pleasure then. I want to do it for you. and it might be more than topless. I dont take no for an answer when it comes to you. I am no different than any other woman so why am I special. Cooking supper now. Pork chops, Turkeydressing, Sweet potatoes. and ICE CREAM. Do you think Freddie will show up for my invitation this weekend?
New Mexico Lee
April 9th, 2012
4:32 pm
If he doesn’t, he’s a bigger fool than I am. LOL If they don’t start winning soon, nobody will be going anywhere. LOL Another wonderful supper.
You are no different then other women. Are you kidding? You are way different. You have a good heart, good spirit and a good soul. As beautiful as you are inside and out. How many women do you know that may be pretty on the outside but are UGLY on the inside. It is very rare to find someone like you.
OK, you know I have to ask this next question, you know it. The no touch rule? Will that be enforce or waved?
Samantha
April 9th, 2012
4:42 pm
I will wave it for you. You should know that. You are special. When you get here no holds barred and I do what i want and go as far as I want and no backtalk. See I am taking control,thats what you wanted.Thank you very much for compliments. Are you saying that Samantha is really back for good?
New Mexico Lee
April 9th, 2012
4:51 pm
Is Samantha really back for good, Yes I really think she is and the world better look out. WOW. I do like a take charge women. LOL If only. LOL I still get the feeling you are not taking my compliments seriously. WHY?
Samantha
April 9th, 2012
5:00 pm
I dont understand what you are saying? I love your compliments, but if I am so perfect why am I going to therapy to get my head straight. Why am I stripping for a living? Why do I still cry my self to sleep sometimes? Why cant I find a man to love me like I want to be loved? Now how is that perfect?
New Mexico Lee
April 9th, 2012
5:22 pm
Your head is fine. You are going to counseling not therapy. The counseling is to help you learn how to pick a good man. NOTHING wrong with that. By the way, he is right here. LOL You choose to be a dancer for a living because of the money to help you go after your goals in life. As soon as you don’t need that, you will quit. Nothing wrong with that. It is only topless, no touch rule, no after work work if you know what I mean. You are a good girl. No shame in your job. Be proud of your talent. Sure, you could be working at McDonald’s making nothing, would that help you reach your goals? NOT. You are smart, you are doing what you have to do to reach your goals. You have goals, alot of people don’t. It breaks my heart to hear you say you cry youself to sleep. No more sad tears, only happy tears. If you are sad, think of us. No tears. The right man will come along at the right time. And if all else fails, here I am. LOL So yes you are Prefect.
Samantha
April 9th, 2012
5:31 pm
The only problem is you are MARRIED. That makes a difference. Ok whatever. I respectfully disagree but OK Crystal here. She got another date with new boyfriend Friday nite. Do you think it is timee for green dress. I do. She wants to know if you hear a train roaring
New Mexico Lee
April 9th, 2012
5:50 pm
What do you disagree with? I think green dress should wait until third date. Where are they going this time? The train is loud and clear and building up speed.
Thanks for pointing out my biggest problem, which is why I am NOT special in any way.
Samantha
April 9th, 2012
5:59 pm
They are going dining and dancing and then a movie. So you say no green dress OK. I would loan her black dress except too long. I am taller than her. Sorry I brought up you being married but that dont stop me from dancing for you.Does it? I hope not because I will anyway. YOU ARE SPECIAL TO ME. I can still dance for you and go as far as I want. Whether you like it or not. That is my decision.
Samantha
April 9th, 2012
6:00 pm
I disagree that I am perfect
New Mexico Lee
April 9th, 2012
6:09 pm
O I am sure liking it will not be a problem. Don’t tease. LOL I just want you to know I am not a dog. I have never done anything like this before. But I know someone reading the things I have said and knowing how I feel about you might say that I am a dog. There just is so much about you that I am drawn to. 99.9% of women would have told me to take a hike a long time ago, but not you. I don’t totally understand why you haven’t, but I am glad you haven’t. But please believe me when I tell you that this is way out of character for me. I guess it is because you are the SPECIAL one, not me. You are the only one who has thought of me being special in a long time. Thank you. But it is really you. All you.
Samantha
April 9th, 2012
6:23 pm
I am not teasing you. Sorry it upsets you. I have already made plans for when we meet. With my experience you never no what I might do I was a wayfaring girl looking for trouble and found it. You helped make to reality. and I appreciate it. I am sorry to upset you but I am not teasing. You would not believe what is in store for you. Maybe you do.You are special to me. I am not perfect but if that is the way you feel about me, I will accept it. Just prepared for what will happen when we meet. It is my privilege. It is my body and I can do whatever I want to do. What is the matter with going farther than just topless?
New Mexico Lee
April 9th, 2012
6:32 pm
NOT A THING. LOL You did not upset me. It is just hard to believe what you are hinting at happening could really happen. It goes beyond my wildest dreams. You are prefect and I will make you believe that. Plane tickets, where do I get plane tickets. LOL
Samantha
April 9th, 2012
6:35 pm
I must bid you a good nite. I am going to go knock them out Goodnite Luv later. Waiting on mine
New Mexico Lee
April 9th, 2012
6:38 pm
You have another good night at work. I will be thinking about you and when we meet. LOL Love you. WOO WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, you go girl and yes you are prefect. I’ll check on internet for cell phone. See you in the morning. Go Braves.
New Mexico Lee
April 9th, 2012
6:39 pm
No Wink and Kiss? LOL
Samantha
April 10th, 2012
9:14 am
Good morning sunshine. I am alive, I am vibrant, I am happy. Got up early. Couldnt sleep. Too much on my mind. Gone to bank, post office,and grocery store, Back soon. Forgot winks and kisses last nite, so heres 2 to hold you until I return. Luv ya Later
New Mexico Lee
April 10th, 2012
10:52 am
Here I am, sorry I am late. Are you back?
Samantha
April 10th, 2012
10:57 am
Just got back. Got running in, Did squats, Got Longhorn stew in crockpot for supper. Got shopping done. It is unbelieveable the price of gas. So I am back. Did you get my winks and kisses.
New Mexico Lee
April 10th, 2012
11:04 am
Finally, I missed them last night. LOL Just kidding. How much is gas there, we just hit $4 here. I could not sleep last night either, Got about 2 hrs. I know why I couldn’t sleep, why couldn’t you sleep?
Samantha
April 10th, 2012
11:17 am
I just paid $4.02 per gallon 20 gallon tank. So that is unbelievable. I have 4 reasons for not sleeping. #1 Hanna sick. Worried about her. #2 I am hoping that you are not contemplating leaving wife to be with me, because it is not going to happen.#3 Crystal and boyfriend are going to have picnic in park Sat. They want me to go and meet his brother. He knows me but I dont know him. That tells me he has seen me dance. To me that is not fair. Dont know if I want to go? #4 I wish there was someway I could quit dancing but right now dont have enough money to finish school. Why didnt you sleep?
New Mexico Lee
April 10th, 2012
11:34 am
#1 Is Hanna OK? How sick is she?
#2 I guess I better call off the lawyers and cancel my plane tickets. Ouch.
#3 Not to sure what to say, sounds like a date to me and I thought we agreed no dating until at least August. But that ws before Samantha was back.
#4 It would be hard to give up that kind of money. Stay focused on why you are doing it and keep reminding yourself you will quit as soon as you can afford it. This is not a lifetime job for you. Your life is in front of you.
Samantha
April 10th, 2012
11:48 am
Dont Know about Hanna yet. She passed out in grocery store and carried to hospital. Running tests as we speak. I hope you was not serious abot statement #2. I told you I would strip for you and you could touch but made no other promises. Sorry if you read me wrong. I wouldnt mind going to picnic,except he knows me but I dont know him and I dont think that it is fair. Crystal says its OK asd long as I am with her. I know what you are saying about dancing. But after the performance Friday nite, Everything else is so easy it is boring. Why couldnt you sleep? Answer me
New Mexico Lee
April 10th, 2012
12:08 pm
I hope Hanna is ok, will say a prayer for her.
I don’t think I could go see you, have happen whatever would happen and then come home and act like nothing happen. Do you?
So say you go to the picnic and then he wants a second date, then what?
You did set the bar pretty high Friday night, so not a surprise a regular night is boring. But you have to remember you are not just a dancer you are an actor also. When you are on stage you are acting.
I think you know why I didn’t sleep, #2. And I can’t get the internet to work on the phone right. It will let go to the stories but not blog. Still working on it.
Samantha
April 10th, 2012
12:21 pm
Sorry if you been waiting long. Had to wash face, been peeling onions. Sounds like I have broke your heart and made you upset. I dont know really what to say other than I guess I lead you on about marriage. That was not my intention. I am very very sorry and if you want to not speak to me any more I understand. I guess I flirted too much. My fault. I am so sorry. Maybe when you come for graduation, I still can.That is if you are still speaking to me. As far as second date goes, I havent decided on first date yet. What do you Think? As far as dancing goes, I just dont know. Worrying about Hanna and being so upset because I broke your heart that I am just about to the point that I want to just give up and go home for good.
New Mexico Lee
April 10th, 2012
12:35 pm
We are fine, don’t get upset. I am not upset. I know you are flirting and having fun. Me to. It is my issue, not your’s. You can not get rid of me that of me that easily. LOL What you have to remember is that it is not you looks that I love, it is YOU, the real you, the beauty within. If I can feel that way so can others. That is what you need to look for. That is why you are prefect. That is what really makes the train roll.
As for the date, do you think you are ready, have you learned enough? Can you hold back your heart and control your trusting nature?
And, lastly, you are home. This is your future. Hanna will be OK and so are we. Don’t let me steal your goals. That would break my heart.
Samantha
April 10th, 2012
12:48 pm
Chopping Garlic. WOW does it smell. Thank you for not be upset. As far as loving the real me, that is what I am looking for. Why cant I find him? I want to find someone who will love me for who I really am. Everytime I try, they just want my looks or my body. Is that guy out there? I think Hanna found the only one. No word on Hanna yet. I just feel so sad today with every thing going on. I just feel like giving up and maybe everything will go away. I dont think you know how worried I am about sister.
New Mexico Lee
April 10th, 2012
1:00 pm
Pray for her. But think, maybe she went home and did what she wanted to do and this is just a sign of that. Or it could be low blood sugar, maybe she forgot to eat. I know you are worried, but have faith.
So if that is the kind of love you are looking for, look for it and don’t settle for anything less. Do not give yourself to a man until he proves that is what he is looking for also. That’s why no sex for at least a year. Hanna had it right. And she did not find the only one. HELLO.
I am sorry I made you so sad. Please put that smile back on your face. Me and my stupid feelings screwing things up. LOL You actually did me a favor by saying what you said. I needed to hear that. Thank You.
Samantha
April 10th, 2012
1:09 pm
Sorry still getting stew ready. If Hanna didnt find the only one and you are taken, Then where iws he. By the way I am still following Hanna rule. Im still virgin. Does that surprise you? I am so sad today because I am worried about Hanna and I broke your heart. I dont want to turn Crystal down but I just feel its not right to go if heknows me but I dont know him. Counselor told me to be careful and I am listening. Maybe a good cry would help me.
New Mexico Lee
April 10th, 2012
1:18 pm
You didn’t break my heart. I still love you, do you still Luv me? So please cheer up.
Hanna’s rule, really. Boy you are really good at flirting. LOL That is great, that changes everything.
I just know Hanna is going to be OK. I just have that feeling.
Please no crying. You cry, I melt.
What is it that bothers you so much that he may know you? You don’t know how he knows you for sure do you? Maybe he saw you dance maybe not. But that really is not the question. The question is are you ready to put yourself out there? Are you really ready?
Samantha
April 10th, 2012
1:43 pm
You know that I still Luv you. I guess that surprised you that I followed Hanna rule. I always listen to sister. How does that change anything ? I dont know how he knows me for sure , but what does he want and why now. Am i ready to get out there? I dont know but if Samantha is back maybe I do,but just dont lose the fire if something goes wrong. What is a matter with a good cry? I am a very emotional person. You should know that.
New Mexico Lee
April 10th, 2012
1:45 pm
Sorry to do this right now, but I have a meeting to go to. Be back asap, about an hour. Hold that thought.
Samantha
April 10th, 2012
2:04 pm
I will go and have good cry
New Mexico Lee
April 10th, 2012
2:39 pm
OK, I’m back. Stop crying PLEASE. Sorry had to go like that. You can’t cry, It makes me want to hold you until the fear in you subsides. Are you there?
Samantha
April 10th, 2012
2:53 pm
Im here
New Mexico Lee
April 10th, 2012
2:55 pm
Are you OK? This is all my fault. If I wouldn’t of been stupid I would not of upset you so. I am SO SO sorry. Any word from Hanna?
Samantha
April 10th, 2012
3:04 pm
No word on Hanna. It is just not you It is just everything in general. I dont know what to do about Crystal wanting me to go out with that guy. Hanna sick. I am bored. I am sleepy and just having a very emotional day. I just want to give up, throw everything I have worked for away. I really dont know what to do. Did me living Hanna rule surprise you. How does it change anything.
New Mexico Lee
April 10th, 2012
3:12 pm
So I am boring you. Do you need to go take a nap? NEVER give up. Are you still taking your pills? It may not be all me, but it is mostly me. What can I do or say to put that smile back on your face? You were in a good mood this morning and I had to blow it. Please forgive me.
The way you were flirting, ya it surprised me. But it also made me happy. Yes it changes everything. For a couple of reasons, but mainly it tells me that even when you have been in a relationship and given your heart away, you still where holding back the most special part of you. You knew, you always knew.
Samantha
April 10th, 2012
3:23 pm
You are not boring me You never bore me> I need the friendship and the comraderie. Plese dont think it is just you because it is not I promised that I would take the pills and I am. I am not depressed and do not need nap. I just have to make some decisions that I just dont want to hurt Crystal feelings or your feelings. Hanna sick. I just dont know what to do. Why do I always hurt the people that love me. Maybe thats why I cant find that special guy.
New Mexico Lee
April 10th, 2012
3:32 pm
You’re starting to scare me. You haven’t hurt anyone. You haven’t hurt Crystal and you haven’t hurt me. What decisions are you talking about? Saturday? What? If you go, you will not hurt my feelings. If you don’t go you will not hurt Crystal’s feelings, We both will understand and support your decision. I know you are really worried about Hanna, she will be OK. None of this has anything to do with why you haven’t found the right guy yet. God is in charge of everything. If you would have found the right guy already, you and I don’t meet, you don’t go to school, you don’t have time with Crystal. Trust in God and he will take care of all your needs in his way and in his time. No negitive decisions.
Samantha
April 10th, 2012
3:47 pm
It just seems to me that the three people that love me are the ones that I always hurt the most, You three are the ones that know the real me. Do I need to go Saturday. I dont know, Maybe I do to prove to everyone that Samantha is back. If I decide not to go then I hurt Crystal and she has her doubts. Why are you the only 3 people that know the real Samantha? Why cant anyone else that I am not just a pretty face and nice body. I have feelings just like everyone else. I think that I am a good person,but you 3 are the only ones that know. Do you think I should give this guy a chance? If I dont like the situation, can I walk anyway with out hurting Crystals feelings. I cannot hurt Crystal now. She has helped me too much to let her down.
New Mexico Lee
April 10th, 2012
3:55 pm
Crystal will understand if you say no. Tell her you are not ready and you don’t want to get in the way of her developing relationship. Tell her to tell the guy maybe later, please give you some time. I know Crystal will understand, if the guy doesn’t, what does that tell you. You have already proven to everyone that Samantha is back. You don’t have to keep proving it. I’m sorry, but I don’t think you are ready for this. So if Crystal wants to get upset, let her get upset at me.
Samantha
April 10th, 2012
4:03 pm
I agree with what you are saying and I do not want to go. But my point is if I dont put me out there how is anyone other than you 3 going to know the real me. Now I am upsetting you.
New Mexico Lee
April 10th, 2012
4:11 pm
No you are not upsetting me. You are making me love you even more. When you are ready you will put yourself out there and we will find the right guy for you. Do you trust me? Crystal loves you, but I understand what you have gone through maybe more then she does. I have done this for a living for 20 years. I have seen it all. Crystal is young and beautiful like you. Maybe she wants you there as a buffer between her and her new guy. She does not know if this is a guy for her yet or not. Let’s give her sometime to learn more about him and his brother before you get put in the middle of something. You promised to want until August, let’s stick to that. When you are ready, it will happen. One thing I am worried about it that your number one goal is nursing, right! Worry about that not guys. Even a good guy could mess that up at this point.
Samantha
April 10th, 2012
4:20 pm
Yes my #1 goal is nursing but if I keep hurting the people that love me. Then I wont have the strength to do by myself because I have hurt them so bad that they will lose faith in me. I just dont understand why it is you 3 that get all the backlash from my feelings and misgivings. Telephone ringing brb
New Mexico Lee
April 10th, 2012
4:26 pm
I hope that’s Hanna. We will never loss faith in you know matter what. We will be here til the end. I believe I can speak for Crystal and Hanna on this one. So don’t worry about that. I have a story to tell you when you come back.
Samantha
April 10th, 2012
4:26 pm
Hanna has high blood pressure because she is PREGNANT
New Mexico Lee
April 10th, 2012
4:29 pm
YES YES YES I told you!!!!!!
Samantha
April 10th, 2012
4:35 pm
So what is the story. You are saying no matter what happens in my life you 3 will always be there no matter how i hurt you.
New Mexico Lee
April 10th, 2012
4:38 pm
That can wait a minute. So is Hanna OK otherwise? Are you smiling NOW?
Samantha
April 10th, 2012
4:42 pm
Iam happy for her. I just hope they can give her medication for her blood pressure for next 9 mos
New Mexico Lee
April 10th, 2012
4:55 pm
They can, she will do great. How exciting Auntie. I am so happy for both of you.
As back to business. YOU CAN NOT HURT US!!!!! If you where to make a bad decision we may be disappointed, but not hurt. That does not mean we stop loving you, that will never happen. There is a hugh differance between hurt and disappointment. Disappointment you get over. Hurt requires uglyness on the part of the person doing the hurting. That is not you. Hurt is when you do something on purpose to damage someone. That is not you. OK get it. YOU can not hurt us. So STOP worring about that.
Now for the story. RE: why you should not what any guy in your life at this time even a great guy. Let’s say I was indeed 20-25 years old and we start dating. I’m a good guy right, Well for this story anyway let’s say I am. Let’s say you like me and we start falling in love. The first thing this great guy wants is for you to quit your job. He doesn’t want other guys seeing you on stage. Now since I am only 20-25 I can not support you and make up the lost income, but I don’t care, I just want you to quit. So let’s say somehow we get through that. Now it is August and school starts. Nursing School is tough and it is going to take every minute of your day. Where is my time, our time. I want my attention, how do you handle that. OK we get through that somehow, now it is 2016 and time to leave for S.D., I don’t what you to go. We have been together for 4 years, I want to get married, I want kids. What do you do? Can you see how many pot holes even a great guy like me could cause. You don’t need that right now. You know all that could and would happen. Then what? You don’t need a guy to hold you back. You don’t need a guy to make yourself complete. Not now!!!
Samantha
April 10th, 2012
5:05 pm
OK Lets do it this way. Graduated fom San Diego. 26 yrs old . A full fledged RN Surgical Nurse. Working at least 10 hours a day. Still no love life. Where do we go from here., Do I have to be an old maid before I get love in my life.
New Mexico Lee
April 10th, 2012
5:18 pm
O you’re good. But I’m better. 26 yrs old, still very very beautiful. Not that old. 10 hrs a day will feel like nothing compared to the number of hours before that. Which would you rather have, that or married with kids and no nursing career? There is plenty of time for love, but not for a career. I know you would like to have both at the same time. That’s just not the way it is if you want the type of career you want. I gave up school for what I thought was love. I was suppose to be a college law profession, not what I am now. It took a long time to get to where I am today. But I will never be what I wanted to be. Sad but true. So what is it you want more?
Samantha
April 10th, 2012
5:34 pm
Honestly, right now I just dont know. I really thought that Samantha was back,but I just dont know. I hurt everyone I care about. I am bored with my job. Im upset at Crystal. Worried about Hanna I thought that my life was getting straight. Day after day just hurt other people and get my feelings hurt. Is it worth trying anymore. Yes I still got the drive, but maybe I dont want what I said. I just want someone to love me, for the real me. To support me no matter what I do. I have got a lot of love in my heart and sure would like some of it in return. My work is just what they can get from me. At home its what they can give me. WHY cant I just be me and still be loved. I am not a robot do do what everyone wants to do with. I want to live. I want to be Happy and go on with my life with all the love and support I can get Do you understand.?
New Mexico Lee
April 10th, 2012
5:53 pm
I understand sweetheart. I really do. You feel like you are damned if you do and damned if you don’t. I know, I was there. I made the wrong decision. I think you worry more than I do, and that is saying something. LOL You need to let some of that go. Hanna if fine and very happy, enjoy that don’t worry about it. I already told you you can not hurt me or Crystal or Hanna, stop worrying about that. Samantha is back better and smarter then ever. Don’t forget that.
Why are you upset with Crystal????
Work is boring because you think you hit the top. Maybe you need to start thinking about how you can beat Friday night. You can do it. Take some time and start planning it out. Not this week, not next but maybe a few weeks down the road. You are creative and talented, think about it.
I can feel how important LOVE is to you and for you, otherwise you would not of taken a stray dog like me in. I don’t think you know how much you have done for me.
I wish there was an easy answer, life is very hard sometimes. It is full of tough choices. Sometimes we make choices based on something going on right now and we lose focus on the future. That is what is happening now, you are losing focus on the future for the right now.
Samantha
April 10th, 2012
6:04 pm
I have taken the nite off so we can talk as long as you want. I am upset with crystal because she thinks I need to get out more and socialize and I told her no. Now I have hurt her feelings. See that is what I am talking about. I continually hurt other people. What is the matter with me. When is everyone going to learn that you can not tell this Samantha what to do. There is to much fire and drive to put out.
New Mexico Lee
April 10th, 2012
6:22 pm
Nothing is wrong with you. Crystal wanting you to go out is just her lack of understanding for what you went through and where you are. That is OK. That may be her way of saying you are talking to me to much. And that is OK too. Just tell her you feel you need a little more time and a little more cousneling before you are ready to socialize. Also OK. Just becasue you disagree does not mean you hurt someone. Disagreeing is OK. Know one is trying to put your fire out. We want the fire to grow. Crystal and I just have a differance of opinion on the best way for that to happen.
Samantha
April 10th, 2012
6:31 pm
I have wasted your whole day. I started the day happy and then got news about Hanna That upset me alot. Then I broke your heart and that upset me. Then Crystal upset with me and that hurt my feelings. I guess I am just having too much of an emotional day. Maybe I shouldnt be that way,bbut I am a very emotional girl. It really upsets me when I hurt the people that I care about. Maybe I worry too much about Hanna but she is only family I got left
New Mexico Lee
April 10th, 2012
6:38 pm
The day is not a waste if you learned something from it. If not it still was not a waste. I understand about worrying about Hanna, but she is OK. You did not break my heart, I still love you and always will no mather what. Crystal will get over it, I am sure she is not that upset, she loves you too. She just has her idea of what is best for you. That’s OK. Would it make you feel better if I said you could still dance for me? But only if you want to. You started the day happy and I want you to end the day happy. No what is that going to take?
New Mexico Lee
April 10th, 2012
6:40 pm
“Now” not “No”
Samantha
April 10th, 2012
6:47 pm
I will still dance for you. It might be graduation nite,but it will happen and it will be private and it will be more than just topless. So can we make a date for graduation nite? Crystal and I are talking now and I am feeling better. I think if I go to bed early qand get a good nite sleep everything will be OK. DO you have to go? Let me knowand I will say our good nites.
New Mexico Lee
April 10th, 2012
6:53 pm
Not yet. I can stay a little longer. Let’s not want until graduation OK? Whatever makes you happy. A good night’s sleep will help I am sure. I hope Crystal understands and I hope she is not mad at me. I respect her very much. Can I hear my words? I am ……
Samantha
April 10th, 2012
6:58 pm
I am smart, I am beautiful. And noone is ever going to hurt me again. I will get back to you on danceOK Crystal wants to talk more so I am going to send you a wink and kiss and say Luv ya Later Waiting for return
New Mexico Lee
April 10th, 2012
7:02 pm
OK you get some rest tonight, no worrying. I got your wink and kiss. And I am sending back to a big long hug. Put your head on my shoulder, can you fell my arms wrapping around you. Here’s the hug. Love you, good night Go Braves.
New Mexico Lee
April 11th, 2012
10:11 am
Good Morning
Samantha
April 11th, 2012
10:14 am
Good morning Sunshine, Feel better. Good nite sleep. Crystal and I got MOST of problems worked out. OK for now. When you come in got something that Crystal said that will shook you. It even shocked me.
New Mexico Lee
April 11th, 2012
10:16 am
Glad you are feeling better and I will try not to upset you today. How is Hanna? What did Crystal say?
Samantha
April 11th, 2012
10:27 am
Talked to Hanna this morning. Very Happy aand doing.well. What I am about to tell is true. She is not joking and not flirting. We were talking about you last nite and she noticed that you still want your dance. This is what she said. Be Patient. If you can wait until July, We will buy 3 tickets to Brave game on July 17. We will all go together. When it is over we will come back here to apt. You will get your strip from both of us. We can do it together or individually or both your choice. That is not coming from me,but I agree if you want to be patient
New Mexico Lee
April 11th, 2012
10:34 am
No way, she did not say that? Why? WOW, really? Why? No Really? WHY? OMG
Samantha
April 11th, 2012
10:39 am
Yes she did and she was serious. She said she wanted too because she liked you and you are nice to me. Tell me what you want and whether or not it is a date. Crystal wants to know today.
New Mexico Lee
April 11th, 2012
10:49 am
But But But, she doesn’t do that, does she? OMG She wants to know today, what’s the rush? So much for needed coffee to wake up. I can’t even think straight right now. You’re kidding right, this is payback for yesterday or something right? Is it a date, YES, I may be stupid but I’m not dumb. LOL Really? I still sleeping and this is a dream right?
Samantha
April 11th, 2012
10:55 am
Wake Up this is not a dream. When are you going to realize that she is not Kidding. It is not payback. She told me to get answers now and tell her tonite. OK you said its a date, but answer the rest of what you want. Crystal is one who makes plans early. So if you want your strip tell me the rest of it.
Samantha
April 11th, 2012
11:12 am
Are you going to answer me. You are beginning to upset me. Crystal is going to call in 45 minutes and she wants an answer
New Mexico Lee
April 11th, 2012
11:16 am
WOW, I think one at a time, I don’t think I could handle both at the same time. LOL What is so special about the 17th.? The reason I ask is because the last week of June or the first couple of days of July would work better for me. My brother’s son is getting married the 29th and this would work out easier around that date, if she is flexible at all?
Samantha
April 11th, 2012
11:24 am
She puts everything on a day planner 6 mos ahead. She picked the day. When she calls I will ask. Her decision shocked me but I agree. When Crystal makes up her mind to do something you dont go against her. I think she took that date because that is all she had. I will ask and ask if flexible. When Crystal tells you something believe it. OK it is a date,but Crystal go first where you can save best for last.
New Mexico Lee
April 11th, 2012
11:28 am
Yes you are the best. In every way. So what else did you talk about, you said you worked out MOST of your problems?
Samantha
April 11th, 2012
11:37 am
We talked about that Saturday picnic which is still not worked out completely. We talked about you and me talking and she said absolutely keep going because it keeps me out of trouble. We are also working on a new program for work that will really be interesting. She is really trying to help me. Last nite we did a lot of hugging and crying,but I think we are well on the way to an understanding and working on where each other is coming from. Now that your heart is beating. How are you today?
New Mexico Lee
April 11th, 2012
11:53 am
I’m ok. You two sure have an amazing way of showing your appreciation. LOL I really don’t deserve it. I have not done anything special. Specking of hugs, did you get my hug last night? So what about Saturday? I don’t know about keeping you out of trouble, this is sounds alot like trouble to me. LOL Glad to hear you are working on something for work. Who’s idea was that?
Samantha
April 11th, 2012
12:08 pm
Dont give me credit. It is all Crystal idea. It shocked me as much as it did you. I just went along with it. If Crystal doesnt have3 another time could you be flexible. Yes I got your Hug and I want another when we sign off. Crystal wants me to go Saturday and give it a try. If I dont like him walk away with no questions asked.Why do you think that is trouble that day. I am keeping a promise and it is not my fault. I just went along with it. Both of us came up with some good ideas for work. #1 Having all girls on stage at same time. #2 Have an amatuer nite and let us pros help them. Crystal is really smart. She knows when I am hurting and she seems to pull me out of it
New Mexico Lee
April 11th, 2012
12:21 pm
I’ll make it work if I have to. But would raise less red flags for me if you know what I mean. Why do you think she is doing this? It does not sound like her, if you were shocked too?
I guess I need to learn Crystal’s trick to pull you out of your hurting moods. I just made it worse yesterday, which I am truly sorry for.
You can have a hug anytime you want.
So Saturday? Please Please Please take it slow. Guard your emotions. Be careful.
Trouble that day, are you kidding, I may die of a heart attack. LOL I am scared to death here.
Samantha
April 11th, 2012
12:37 pm
I still dont know what I am going to do Saturday. We are still working on that. Why is Crystal doing this. I really dont know she just said she wanted to join me and wanted no backtalk. When Crystal makes up her mind to do something. Nobody argues. If you dont like it maybe I can talk her out of it,but I doubt it. You will probably never figure out Crystal way of doing things. Crystal is qa hard person to get to know and understand. When You know her she is a sweetheart,but dont argue with her because you will lose. I am not tryingto give you a heartache,if it does I can call it off but dont want to. I just want you to enjoy the show.Havent heard from Crystal yet .Might be 5:pm before I know how flexible she is.
New Mexico Lee
April 11th, 2012
12:47 pm
No I don’t want to call it off. Are you nuts? LOL I am sure I will enjoy the show. The show is not what I am worried about. It is what happens after the show, or doesn’t happen. I’m still a guy. Do you know what I mean? Trying not to be to graphic here. This is still a public blog. I don’t think there will be enough cold water in Atlanta that night. LOL
Samantha
April 11th, 2012
12:56 pm
Sorry didnt see you On the phone with Hanna. Would you please calm down. I know what you are saying. Just calm down and wait and see. OK. What did you think about our ideas for work? I could still like some input on Sat.
New Mexico Lee
April 11th, 2012
1:08 pm
OK, I’m trusting you big time here. As for work, check with your boss, it’s his call regarding the amt. night and the other girls. They sound like great ideas. Are you thinking about anything new for yourself? Keep using the beads, sometime, all the time, anything else like that you can try? New moves?
I don’t want to get into a fight with Crystal, especially now, LOL. Saturday scares the heck out of me for you. But I do not what to confuse or upset you or go against Crystal. If you go, like I said before, take it slow slow slow and guard your emotions.
Samantha
April 11th, 2012
1:22 pm
Hanna doing well,just very happy. She got my birthday present today and very thankful for it. I am to ask boss later about amateur nite. Maybe give cash for best girl . To answer your question on me. Yes I have some ideas. Maybe disguises. Maybe topless when take stage. Maybe wigs with beads.Maybe instead of stroll , Maybe to some tumbling. Does that answer question. I am still a little afraid of relationship right now,but Crystal says as long as I am with her it should be OK. One more thing on your nite and then I will drop it. Crystal does what Crystal wants to do, but I would appreciate that when I am thru, You can give me a big hug and feel whatever you want. But I would still like to invoke Hanna Rule Is that OK.
New Mexico Lee
April 11th, 2012
1:39 pm
You are driving me crazy. This is a public blog. OK, maybe between the three of us we can figure something out. Talk to Crystal about it.
Good ideas for job.
Saturday still scares me. Your frame of mind also worries me. It is a picnic, not a relationship. The problem is HE is going to want to see you again, alone, on a date. Then what?
Samantha
April 11th, 2012
1:47 pm
I dont understand your first statement. I dont need to talk to Crystal about Hanna rule. Thats all i am wanting. Yes or No. I will only date someone if it is a double date with Cruystal. He is absolutely NOT going to get me alone because I dont think I am ready for that emotionally.
New Mexico Lee
April 11th, 2012
1:58 pm
Yes of course. I know that is not an option for you. I am begging you to take this conversation off line. Is it you don’t know how to use e-mail, or how to set up a free hotmail account? Why will you not go off line?
Anyway, Saturday, you say that now, but what if you like him? Are you going to be able to control things. I am afraid that your desire to be loved will cloud you judgement. Please don’t get upset. Just trying to be honest.
Samantha
April 11th, 2012
2:08 pm
That is all I wanted so that conversation about that is over. It now just depends on the date. If you want to go online go talk to someone else. That tells me you dont trust me. So let me know. I can disappear if you want. I is up to you. I am not going offline period. If you dont trust me let me know. I have my reasons but will discuss later. I am not upset at you about Sat. If I like him , maybe something can be worked out. The only thing I am upset about is demanding to go offline.
New Mexico Lee
April 11th, 2012
2:15 pm
I am not demanding it. And it is not you I don’t trust. I trust you completely. I don’t trust the other people who may come on here and read what we are talking about. I am concerned for both of us. Please don’t get upset at me. I just want to protect both of us. OK, no offline. Please don’t let this wreck the day.
Samantha
April 11th, 2012
2:22 pm
The conversation about July is over. IT just depends on date, So please dont bring up again about offline. Think about this. Why doesnt Crystal have Email Why doesnt Hanna have E mail ? That discussion is OVER>
New Mexico Lee
April 11th, 2012
2:27 pm
OK it is over and I have no idea, but maybe you will explain it to me in July when we are together. Again Sorry. By the way, there is a big differance between begging and demanding. LOL Do you forgive me?
Samantha
April 11th, 2012
2:35 pm
I forgive you this time. Do not bring up again PLEASE. It is a very touchy subject with all 3 of us. Will explain in July. Back to the guy, I really havent decided what to do because Crystal says go and I dont want to but we are still discussing it. I dont want to hurt Crystal feelings now. We are just now getting back in grove like we have always been. She understands where I am coming from and she is just trying to help me get over my fear.
New Mexico Lee
April 11th, 2012
2:53 pm
I can’t wait to hear that story.
OMG, you will not believe what I just did. I am sitting here with a smile on my face and my face is a little red, and I just called a new employee Crystal, twice. Look what you are doing to me. LOL Look at the power you have over me. LOL
It just dawned on me, red hair. I need to be more careful. LOL
So anyway, You don’t want to go, but you will because you don’t want to hurt her feelings. This has nothing to do with FEAR. That is were you are wrong. Going on a picnic will have no effect on your fear. This has everything to do with your desire to have a guy in your life, your desire to be loved. To be supported. To be taken care of. To feel fulfilled. To feel complete. Not fear. That creep took those things alway from you, or you think he did. And you want them back. You want them back so badly, again I am afraid your judgement may be clouded. You feel you have to have them back to be 100% again. And that just isn’t true. You are 100% right now. You are prefect the way you are right now. Don’t do it because of Crystal, don’t do it because of fear, don’t do it because you want these things back.
Samantha
April 11th, 2012
3:05 pm
I am not going to do that. As Crystal said last nite. There is so much fire and glow in my eyes that it is really hard to change anything. She feels that as long as I am with her then I could have some fun along with that drive. I dont know about her. I know she means well but does she really understand. That is the main thing we are discussing and will continue discussing until we cqan reach a compromise. We are not fighting, just discussing. Just talked to boss about my ideas. He loved them all especially having all girls on stage for grand finale.
New Mexico Lee
April 11th, 2012
3:20 pm
Good. I am glad for you.
I luv Crystal and respect her a lot, but I am not sure if she understands either. I am not saying that this picnic is going to turn into a relationship, don’t get me wrong. My fear is you start seeing him, maybe a few times and something happens and he hurts in some way. Are you strong enough to handle that, or do we fall back into that dark place we just got out of. I really feel until you are armed with the knowledge of what to look for in a good guy vs. a bad guy and you are strong enough to handle something bad happening and strong enough to end a relationship that is bad, without fear, you should not take that chance. I know Crystal thinks it is just a picnic, it is just having fun, but I know better than that and I think you do too.
Samantha
April 11th, 2012
3:32 pm
That is exactly my point. Crystal says only see him on a double date and then if he hurts in someway she will be there to end it. She will not allow me to see him just one on one. But my fear is I get to liking him maybe I wont stay focused on the ultimate goal. She says it wont happen ,bbut I dont know As you said if I want to reach the final goal I have to be careful of falling in love with someone. Ive3 got 3 people who love me. That is all I need for now. Crystal and I problem is we know each other too well so really no one else can really understand what is going on between us.
New Mexico Lee
April 11th, 2012
3:45 pm
You love and respect each other. But you tend to do what Crystal tells you to do. And now you are trying to stand up to her and you are trying to get her to understand something she does not understand. The fact still remains, even if Cyrstal is there to help stop it, who do you handle the hurt? Just because she is there doesn’t mean it will not happen. Until you know you can handle it, why take the risk? You are right GOAL first!!! So what is it that is going on that I don’t know or understand with the two of you?
Samantha
April 11th, 2012
3:55 pm
apparently you have hit it right on the head. You are exactly right. My problem is how do I tell her no without hurting her feelings. What is wrong doing what she says .Most of the time she is right. She is trying to get me to loosen up some. I dont want to defy her but I am trying to get her to understand.that she cant control me .Just guide me in the right direction. I would rather not get in a situation that maybe I can not handle right now. That is why I am going to counseling to learn nd she doesnt quite understand that. How do I do it without hurting her.?
New Mexico Lee
April 11th, 2012
4:05 pm
Most of the time she is right, true. But I don’t think anything like this has ever happen to her, that is why she does not understand it. Do you really believe you will “hurt” her if you do not go along with her? I know she loves you and she should respect your decision even if she does not agree with it. And that is what you ask for. Understanding and respect. Tell her you respect her and don’t want to hurt her, but this is what you feel you have to do right now. And ask for her understanding. And ask her to let it go. You will tell her when you are ready.
Samantha
April 11th, 2012
4:19 pm
I will try and we are still discussing Hopefully she will understand. Do you think it would help if I have my counselor call her and talk to her and maybe she would understand better. Neither one of us wants to hurt the other one so we are kind of stalemated. Are you still calling the new girl Crystal and the red head SAmantha. If you are you need to calm down. Do you get Phone fixed?
New Mexico Lee
April 11th, 2012
4:45 pm
I don’t think a call from the counselor would be helpful. New girl went for the day, so I am save for now. Haven’t got the phone working yet, have to go back to the store. They may try and sell me a new phone, will have to see about that. How do you feel about letting Crystal read our posts, would that help of hurt? Is she home yet?
Samantha
April 11th, 2012
4:56 pm
She reads all our posts. so maybe help where I can talk to her in morning. She be here in a little bit Having car trouble. She is going to take mine tomorrow where I can put heres in shop. So I will be late coming on tomorrow. The reading of post is where she got her idea.
New Mexico Lee
April 11th, 2012
5:03 pm
SO she reads everything? O boy. Somebody better tell me what her rules are sometime. LOL Would not want to make a mistake. LOL What’s for supper tonight? You are going to work right. I will go to phone store after we sign off. Not sure if I can get it worked out with a phone or will have to go to a laptop. Working on it.
Samantha
April 11th, 2012
5:10 pm
She has no rules. She reads them and takes what she wants and ignores the rest. That is where she came up with this morning surprise. Supper tonite is my leftover longhorn stew.Yes I am going to work tonite. Cant miss to many days. Crystal just drove in
New Mexico Lee
April 11th, 2012
5:15 pm
What do you mean she has no rules? There has to be yes’s and no’s, do’s and don’ts like the Hanna rule? What is allaowable and what is not? Back to the Hanna rule, we agree on that, but what about everything else, everything up to that, and will it be mutual? Or am I taking to far again?
Samantha
April 11th, 2012
5:26 pm
THE only rules she has is dont downgrade her. As far as what you allowed to her is no holds barred. Everything we do is mutual and anything goes .I still want Hanna rule, but other than that anything goes, It will be all mutual so you are not taking it too far. What ever you want. It is your nite. You no therule with me other than that any thing goes. Understand? Crystal say that is only day other than September, but that not good for me. I guess that is what you were asking.
New Mexico Lee
April 11th, 2012
5:37 pm
I would NEVER downgrade her. She is almost as wonderful as you are. Almost. LOL So it is July 17th. then? Is that a day game or night game? That is a work night for you?
Samantha
April 11th, 2012
5:42 pm
It is a day game but I am taking the nite off for you. How about that. Quit worrying and calm down. It will happen just be patient. You decide what you want and dont worry about us because we aim to please. QUIT WORRYING.
New Mexico Lee
April 11th, 2012
5:45 pm
Not worried. But I want to be able to please you two to. Totally and completely. Deal?
Samantha
April 11th, 2012
5:51 pm
Done
New Mexico Lee
April 11th, 2012
5:53 pm
So when should I fly in and when should I fly out?
Samantha
April 11th, 2012
6:00 pm
Fly in that morning. Fly out next morning. I will try to explain this to you without to many people get wrong idea. Game be over about 4:30. Home by 5:30. Crystal says after incident we do for you. Nobody has anything to wear. Do you understand.?
New Mexico Lee
April 11th, 2012
6:05 pm
I understand. How could someone get the wrong idea? LOL As long as everyone gets a happy ending when everything is all said and done. Do you understand?
Samantha
April 11th, 2012
6:09 pm
Yes I do. You would not believe what I have planned for you. It is your nite. We just want you to enjoy the scenery. Do you get it?
New Mexico Lee
April 11th, 2012
6:13 pm
If I am reading this right, I will be enjoying more than just the scenery and so will you and Crystal. It is not my night, it is our night, how about that?
Samantha
April 11th, 2012
6:16 pm
The Scenery is us stupid and we having nothing to wear. Get it. OK it is our nite.
New Mexico Lee
April 11th, 2012
6:20 pm
Yes I get. I am not stupid. Scenery you just look at. What we are talking about here is playing in the forest. Get It.
Samantha
April 11th, 2012
6:23 pm
OK sorry called you stupid. I get it No holds barred remember. Whatever will be will be. Get ready for a wild nite in the forest.
New Mexico Lee
April 11th, 2012
6:27 pm
You too. This is going to be a long long three months. LOL Gives me time to get in shape. LOL That is a lot of pleasure to put into 24 hours. LOL. Now I can only see one problem, I show up and you and Crystal take one look at me and say OMG how disgusting, deal off!!!!
Samantha
April 11th, 2012
6:30 pm
Never happen REMEMBER THIS WAS OUR IDEA> IT DOESNT MATTER WHAT YOU LOOK LIKE. This has already been planned in our heads Quit worryng It will happen.
New Mexico Lee
April 11th, 2012
6:32 pm
Serouisly you don’t care what I look like? Now that I don’t understand.
Samantha
April 11th, 2012
6:36 pm
It doesnt matter,but I need to send you a kiss and awink and bid you goodnite. I will be late tomorrow. but I will be here ASAP GO braves LUV YA later.
New Mexico Lee
April 11th, 2012
6:39 pm
Got them. Here is your big hug, put your head on my shoulder, my arms are wrapping around you and here is the hug. You have a good night. See you in the morning. Love you. Go Braves. Luv ya. Crystal.
Samantha
April 12th, 2012
8:53 am
GOOD MORNING Sunshine. Everything OK Explain Later. Happy content and Smiling. Gone to take Crystal car to shop. Going to wait on it. Dont know how long I will be. Have faith in me and be patient. Be back ASAP. 2 winks 2 kisses and one big smile for you until I get back. LUV YA later
New Mexico Lee
April 12th, 2012
11:09 am
I will be here.
Samantha
April 12th, 2012
12:07 pm
I am finally back
Samantha
April 12th, 2012
12:23 pm
Where are you?
Samantha
April 12th, 2012
12:28 pm
Are you mad at me?
New Mexico Lee
April 12th, 2012
12:36 pm
Here I am, just got back, was out of the office. Sorry. You most of posted right after I left. So how are you? How was you night?
Samantha
April 12th, 2012
12:42 pm
I am just super. Kind of upset at mechanic shop. $350 later I finally made it. My night was OK. Had to wake them up to respond to me. How are you? Did you sleep well? What do you want to talk about?
New Mexico Lee
April 12th, 2012
12:45 pm
In your first post this morning, you said you would explain later, explain what? I slept or good as I could considering. LOL What was wrong with the car?
Samantha
April 12th, 2012
12:54 pm
I told you everthing OK . THat means Crystal and I Ok and she is not insisting on me going. She backed off and told the guy not this time. The car had to have a tune up and alternator. If you will calm down a little you will sleep better. If you dont, You wont be able to stay awake for that nite. Speaking of that nite. Crystal has got a request and a statement if you want to hear it now.
New Mexico Lee
April 12th, 2012
12:57 pm
LOL, don’t worry I will be wide awake. Go ahead, tell me what Crystal has to say. I am glad she backed off. How are you feeling about that. You OK?
Samantha
April 12th, 2012
1:04 pm
Her request: You asked for one at a time. She wants both where we can help each other if that iss OK. Statement: No forest. Just hot bare dessert. I am feeling just about great on everything. Please keep me in this mood.
New Mexico Lee
April 12th, 2012
1:16 pm
OK, together is fine. I guess that means Hanna rule for her to? Now I just have to figure out what dessert means and how is that differant then what goes with you? I will do my beat to keep you in a great mood today and not upset you.
Samantha
April 12th, 2012
1:24 pm
No body said Hanna rule on Crystal. You did. She didnt. That should be desert Now do you understand. What do you want to know about me? You have never asked what I desired or wanted. All I said was Hanna rule for me. What do you want to do to me?
New Mexico Lee
April 12th, 2012
1:36 pm
Then what’s the forest? LOL To be honest, you are the only one that really matters. What you desire and want. That is what I want to do. So tell me straight up, what do you desire and want? What do you want me to do to you?
Samantha
April 12th, 2012
1:41 pm
You are the one that mentioned the forest not us. We dont know what forest is. What do I desire? The main thing I want is for you to take care of the center of the top two decks alot. When you figure that out I will tell you more.
New Mexico Lee
April 12th, 2012
1:44 pm
Got it, what’s next?
Samantha
April 12th, 2012
1:50 pm
When your driving, be careful You mightt rearend somebody and will have somebody watching. Got it?
New Mexico Lee
April 12th, 2012
1:56 pm
OK, next?
New Mexico Lee
April 12th, 2012
1:58 pm
Enter your comments here
New Mexico Lee
April 12th, 2012
2:00 pm
Hit the comment button instead of the refresh button, Sorry.
Samantha
April 12th, 2012
2:04 pm
Next is whatever you want to do? Just love me a lot. And remember Nobody has got anything to wear until next day. I am to please whatever you want. Whatever you do to crystal, I am there. Whatever you do to me Crystal is there. Just do the first thing I asked you about a lot and give me lots of loving. Got it.
New Mexico Lee
April 12th, 2012
2:09 pm
It is going to be a great night, all night. Everybody will be happy serveral times over. Got it?
Samantha
April 12th, 2012
2:18 pm
Is there anything else you had in mind for me? I would like to know. What do you have in mind for Crystal? We have got all this worked out in our heads, but we want to know what you had in mind. It is going to be a great nite. Please tell me what else you had in mind for both of us, Would you lioke for us to do each other while you watch. Please tell me what you want. We are here to please you.
I Love the Barves
April 12th, 2012
2:28 pm
I hate off days. I’m glad my Barves finally one a series yesterday! It was nice seeing Heyward get 3 hits. I think he is finally turning the corner. Wilson is showing he is a perfectly capable back up SS which is good to see. Who is starting for the Barves tomorrow night does anyone know?
Murph
April 12th, 2012
2:29 pm
That was some game last night. I knew Delgado was going to do great… the guy is a gamer and has shown time and time again that he rises to the occasion.
And how about Heyward?? Hitting to the situation, getting his first HR of the year… he might just earn the JHey Kid nickname yet.
Go BARVES!
Johnson Bravo
April 12th, 2012
2:30 pm
The Braves should plant hedges like UGA has around the field. I’ve always wanted to see bush around a baseball field like at UGA!!! Glad to see a win!! Now bring on the Brewers!!
Teeterville 9
April 12th, 2012
2:30 pm
Heyward seems to have his swing back. Maybe this will be a good weekend for him. Not sure who is starting Friday. How soon until Huddie is back?.
Jimmy
April 12th, 2012
2:32 pm
I’m thinking about buying a yo-yo.
Wood or plastic.
Hey Shaun, you are a maroon!!
CrαZy
April 12th, 2012
2:33 pm
And how about Heyward??Hitting to the situation, getting his first HR of the year… he might just earn the JHey Kid nickname yet.
Still have my doubts, but hes a strong well built young man capable of so much… You know what I mean!! Hope he’s back to the way he was in 2010.
I Love the Barves
April 12th, 2012
2:34 pm
I would love to see Delgado follow up yesterday’s strong performance with another one. Usually with young pitchers they will have one good start followed by a horrible one. But if Huddy is coming back soon maybe we won’t have to worry about that 5th starter spot.
Jimmy
April 12th, 2012
2:35 pm
Everyone is talking about McCann, but Bourn isn’t even hitting his weight. Need some improvements there.
What about Prado in the one hole?
Also, if you notice, the games we won, we were wearing the real uniforms. Not the dark blue jerseys, but the travel grays.
Murph
April 12th, 2012
2:35 pm
Big series coming up… JJ getting another start. He better start pitching well soon if he wants to make it out of Atlanta, otherwise he’s stuck with us for another 2 years.
I Love the Barves
April 12th, 2012
2:36 pm
What I have noticed is the that they are playing looser. Maybe they just had to shake the rust off from the first 4 games. Last year I didn’t understand the hate on Fredi but he has made a few questionable decisions in this young season.
Johnson Bravo
April 12th, 2012
2:36 pm
Wait I thought Huddy was coming back this week? Any up dates on Huddy!! Hope he’s still on track to be back in a few days!!
Ease
April 12th, 2012
2:38 pm
I think Heyward should be moved into the number two spot in the lineup.
XL Terdo fan
April 12th, 2012
2:38 pm
What the crap…. Why did I get sent to this blog?? Why did we get sent to an old blog??
I Love the Barves
April 12th, 2012
2:39 pm
Yes Jimmy, I think it is up to the starting pitcher on the jersey’s corrrect?
Can’t wait to see the new home alternate Jersey. I think it looks sweet.
New Mexico Lee
April 12th, 2012
2:39 pm
I think everything is prefect, Maybe add some angles to the mix. Watching to start out would be nice, But I am very hands on when I work. Head to toe. Does Crystal like the same things you do or is there something special she likes? I think we are thinking the same thing with Crystal. At some point when she is breaking the Hanna rule top side, you will be top side also. At other times she may have to check your mirror to see me, but she will have a close up view of you. What do you think?
Jimmy
April 12th, 2012
2:39 pm
If you haven’t heard, Damon signed with the Indians. There goes our LF / bench player.
Murph
April 12th, 2012
2:39 pm
I wonder if there will be a brewing rotation controversy if Minor has another poor start?
I wouldn’t mind seeing Delgado take his place, personally. Was rooting for him going into spring training… it’s a shame he didn’t make a race of it then.
CrαZy
April 12th, 2012
2:40 pm
Ease you’re clueless!! Like you have any idea what it’s like to play above Little league!! Stop acting like you played college baseball!!
Murph
April 12th, 2012
2:41 pm
Woah, where did THAT come from???
Johnson Bravo
April 12th, 2012
2:42 pm
Todays line up should be
1. Prado
2. Chipper
3. Freeman
4. Heyward
5. McCann
6. Uggla
7. Pastornicky
8. Bourn
Johnson Bravo
April 12th, 2012
2:43 pm
NM Lee
Wow that sounds quite spicy!!!
phil
April 12th, 2012
2:43 pm
Someone is as clueless as FG….lol
Murph
April 12th, 2012
2:44 pm
CraZy, be nice to Ease. He’s had a rough couple o’ weeks.
I personally wouldn’t mind seeing that lineup, if just for a game. Bourn ain’t gettin’ it done.
I Love the Barves
April 12th, 2012
2:45 pm
I like Minor but lost some respect for him when he threw a hissy fit in ST. Delgado definitely had his off speed stuff cooking last night. He is sneaky fast like Chuck James used to be.
CrαZy
April 12th, 2012
2:45 pm
WTH
Murph
April 12th, 2012
2:45 pm
What did you guys think of Ross totally NAILING that guy at 2nd yesterday? Amazing play… I loves me a good snap throw, but a pickoff of a guy on 2nd? That’s freakin’ awesome!
I Love the Barves
April 12th, 2012
2:46 pm
Have you guys even been watching the games? Bourn slapped the ball around to all fields yesterday. It just happened to be right at someone. And when he gets on base he is crafty and scrappy and can really fly.
Ease
April 12th, 2012
2:46 pm
That hurt CraZy…I am going to go tell Soph on you!
CrαZy
April 12th, 2012
2:47 pm
Weird that it sent us all to an old blog… guess I’ll head back now
WRONG blog guys!!!
I Love the Barves
April 12th, 2012
2:47 pm
Yeah Ross could start for 23 other major league teams if given the chance.
Samantha
April 12th, 2012
2:47 pm
Ok Lee sounds good but where did all this other come from? The only thing that Crystal likes is to be undressed but that has already been done Sounds like a great night. You can also repeat yourself with me
Jimmy
April 12th, 2012
2:47 pm
Prado is clutch. He has alot of grit. It’s a crime shame his isn’t batting leadoff.
Ease
April 12th, 2012
2:48 pm
Wait, I had a rough couple of weeks? Am I on the right blog? I missed all that.
Murph
April 12th, 2012
2:48 pm
Bourn has no grit… gritless.
Murph
April 12th, 2012
2:49 pm
Wait… this isn’t the main blog? Why are we on a blog from a month ago?
Stupid AJC.
Fish Bisch
April 12th, 2012
2:50 pm
Bourn having no grit is a mute point. The scrappiness makes up for any grit lacking therein.
Murph
April 12th, 2012
2:51 pm
http://blogs.ajc.com/atlanta-braves-blog/2012/04/11/this-just-in-chippers-pretty-good-at-baseball/?cp=16#comment-1549288
That’s the main blog everyone. I sent an email to tech support about the bad link.
Fish Bisch
April 12th, 2012
2:52 pm
Wait..WTH is up with a blog warp?
Jimmy
April 12th, 2012
2:54 pm
Murph – thanks for the help. Man, the AJC knows how to screw up a good thing!!
Murph
April 12th, 2012
3:00 pm
Samantha
April 12th, 2012
3:09 pm
Are they gone?
New Mexico Lee
April 12th, 2012
3:36 pm
I have been banned from the blog. I have one post to tell you good bye. Sorry. Good Bye.
New Mexico Lee
April 13th, 2012
6:14 pm
Samantha are you there?
Samantha
April 13th, 2012
6:57 pm
go ahead
Hanna
April 13th, 2012
7:00 pm
Is this the real Samantha? Isn’t it past your time to get ready for work. That is not the real New Mexico Lee you are talking to that other website and it is not private. Trust me Sissy.
Samantha
April 13th, 2012
7:08 pm
I happen to know you are not Hanna,So go get a life and leave me alone. I hope you are having fun.
Hanna
April 13th, 2012
7:11 pm
Of course I am not Hanna. Be Smart. And that is not New Mexico Lee on that other site, that person is a fake. You must trust me.
David O'Brien
April 13th, 2012
7:30 pm
The Civil Wars doing a fine job with the national anthem.
http://twitpic.com/99ezci
David O'Brien
April 13th, 2012
7:31 pm
moment of silence for Furman
http://twitpic.com/99eyhs
David O'Brien
April 13th, 2012
7:32 pm
Braves enter the field through outfield, firworks and folks waving foam tomahawks while doing the war chant
http://twitpic.com/99ex3j
David O'Brien
April 13th, 2012
8:19 pm
McCann, by the way, is now 6-for-13 with six RBIs against Wolf.
David O'Brien
April 13th, 2012
8:34 pm
After Uggla’s two-out RBI double cuts lead to 3-2, Diaz pops out foul on next pitch to leave two in scoring position. End of inning.
New Mexico Lee
April 15th, 2012
6:06 pm
It’s really me, Are you there?
New Mexico Lee
April 15th, 2012
6:16 pm
Please
Samantha
April 15th, 2012
6:20 pm
Prove it.
New Mexico Lee
April 15th, 2012
6:22 pm
I think today is a special day, other then you going to the ballgame. Am I right. Told everybody I had work to do. Was hoping you would come on after you got home from the game.
New Mexico Lee
April 15th, 2012
6:25 pm
It’s not today it’s tomorrow. Right? Go Braves.
Samantha
April 15th, 2012
6:29 pm
not what i wanted to hear bye
New Mexico Lee
April 15th, 2012
6:30 pm
Please don’t go. Sissy name is special.
New Mexico Lee
April 15th, 2012
6:38 pm
Please Smantha we need to talk, before DOB pops in. See above. Last week when everything went crazy I tried covering for us on the main blog. When I was doing that, someone else, a Fake Lee came in and told you to go to that wordpress site. Don’t you think if I would have known about something like that I would have said something about it eariler? That person is a fake, It is not me. You most believe me.
New Mexico Lee
April 15th, 2012
6:45 pm
Missed an A sorry, I have not slept in three days worrying about you. I don’t know what else to say. I will give you my telephone number right now if that is what it will take. The area code is 575, you can check it out. Albuquerque is 505 the rest of the state is 575. I will give you the rest to prove it. Please.
New Mexico Lee
April 15th, 2012
7:14 pm
You are over on the main blog posting like everything is prefect. Meanwhile I am over here falling apart. I thought you carried about me. I thought you knew me. Do you really think I would say the kind of things that Fake Lee is saying to you on the word press site. I don’t know if you are even reading my posts. But I Have got to go, been gone to long already. To tired to play games. I am sorry you don’t believe me. Or trust me. Or carry about me anymore. Now you have truly broken my heart.
Samantha
April 15th, 2012
7:55 pm
I Am here Give me the rest and Email and I will give you mine. That is the omly way
New Mexico Lee
April 16th, 2012
11:30 am
Good Morning. Is the sun shining?
Samantha
April 16th, 2012
11:49 am
Yes, but let me know that it is you.
New Mexico Lee
April 16th, 2012
12:15 pm
Sissy’s name is special because Hanna couldn’t say Samanatha. So she said Sissy. What’s the score? Go Braves.
Samantha
April 16th, 2012
12:24 pm
If it is really you send me your phone #
New Mexico Lee
April 16th, 2012
12:26 pm
I will, but before I do, was that you at 7:55 last night?
Samantha
April 16th, 2012
12:32 pm
Yes it was
New Mexico Lee
April 16th, 2012
12:34 pm
I know we are both a little afraid here, but I have to ask then, Email? Can I give it to you on email? Thought you didn’t do email? newmexicolee@hotmail.com
Samantha
April 16th, 2012
12:46 pm
I am doing this especially for you because I feel I broke your heart and want to make it up to you. I am afraid to give you mine but will explain toou whi GET NUMBER. I am at club right now crying my eyes out because I miss you and hurt you. I will get boss to call you. I just cant talk right now. Please Forgive me.
New Mexico Lee
April 16th, 2012
12:49 pm
Does he have email at the club? Email me.
Samantha
April 16th, 2012
1:06 pm
Did you get it
New Mexico Lee
April 16th, 2012
1:25 pm
Did you get my reply?
Samantha
April 16th, 2012
1:32 pm
i WANT PHONE #
Samantha
August 21st, 2012
4:33 pm
I’m here.